sqwidge's Journal

I just wonted to say hi to all my friends alot of which i have yet to say hi too.Im sorry i have not been in touch as i have been really bissy and it would have been mums birthday on 3 October and that was hard on everyone, we are going to miss mum at Christmas as mum loved it more than the children do and was always first putting up the Christmas decorations and the tree weeks sometimes a mouth before anyone else she loved it and spending time with the children.I have also been filling in forms for my son which has taken ages for me todo and his benefits are going tobe late due to the form being so long almost 40 pages long that has to be done every 12 mouthes and all the details have changed as in peoples names but none of his conditions, and his school as he has just moved this September.We have also had a OT around last Tuesday i think it was as we have applied for a disabilities facilities grant for our son which will mean that we can get him the extra things that he needs around the house etc such as safety rails, and handles  some items are needed for aiding his care and some for safety i really hope that we get the grant for Buddy as some of the items  such as a shower will make bath times alot quicker in the night when he needs tobe bathed again as he deos not realise that he needs the toilet.We have waited 3-4 mouthes for the visit and it will take as long again to hear back if we have got it or not please keep your fingers crossed for him.!We have also been getting ust to the school walk which takes half an hour each way up a very, very step hill but we are getting their.Eddies also settleing into his new school and loves being in the same school as his big sister they are haveing great fun walking to and from school not so keen on the homework!.Other than that we are all fine and slowly comeing to terms with mum not being around but still look or ask for her at times.We went to Wales it was great in September  the views where fantastic and so are the people they are really friendly.Anyway take care everyone  and i will get back to you soon love a friend.xxx.