sqwidge's Journal

Connie and Eddie went back today for half days and Buddy gos back for a full day so they are all back tomorrow.I have got some sleep while they have been home but not as much as i need some days have been very hard but i have a great friend that has helped me through some really bad nights on chat thanks for that i think she will know who im talking about and again last night.This week has been really hard for my daughter and the family Donna lost her baby this week she said that it was ok to tell you she knows that i have been talking to a friend on here a great deal lately and Donna said that it was ok to tell friends, we have all taken it really hard and so soon after mum its been a bad few mouthes  Donna was here with us so she was not on her own and i was so glad that she wasnt im glad that i was here for her and try tobe for all of the family i feel bad for crying in frount of Donna but we where looking forward to the baby so much and after mum i just couldnt pretend that i was not upset Donna said it was ok we have all been through alot this past few mouthes but noone as much as Donna i hope that she will be ok in time, she wonted to go home today she had been here a week nearly two and wonted to go home.Im sorry that i have not got back to alot of new friends you do matter to me a great deal but i know that you will understand when you have read this why i have not got back to you, i will soon but i need some time but not space i could do with friends around right now so please leave messages to let me know how you are so that i can catch up and take care i hope that you are all ok lots of hugggggggggggggggs a friend.xxx.