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October 18, 2009 7:44am
David had a car crash saturday morning but thank god hes ok, it was a small crash but we are waiting to hear if the car is a right …
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About Me
sqwidge
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About Me
Hi im married to a great guy hes my bestfriend, soulmate and my rock.We have five children which keep us very busy.I like the colour blue, and walking along the beach.I like wild flowers, and playing with my dog Roxy.I also enjoy poetry in small amounts as i dont have alot of spare time.I would like to learn to play the guitar, when i can as well.I wonted to join this site to talk to new poeple and make friends with poeple that have deppresion etc like myself, i have had it for sometime.
Hi im married to a great guy hes my bestfriend, soulmate and my rock.We have five children which keep us very busy.I like the colour blue, and walking along the beach.I like wild flowers, and playing with my dog Roxy.I also enjoy poetry in small amounts as i dont have alot of spare time.I would like to learn to play the guitar, when i can as well.I wonted to join this site to talk to new poeple and make friends with poeple that have deppresion etc like myself, i have had it for sometime.
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Interests
My children, reading poems when i get the time.Im hopeing to try to improve our lives big time this year by doing the house up, just decorateing etc, i enjoy painting but have not done any for a while.My five children keep me bissy and i wont to be able to do more fun things with them.I need to do some more things for me this year make friends and spend more time with the ones i already have, and spend more time on this site.And i love the sea, beach and the sound of the waves i can relax there.I would like to come to terms with my depression to learn to life with it instead of fighting it maybe than i can get my life back.I have also started to look into garderning abit.And i love my dog and should spend more time with her she helps me agreat deal with my depression.
My children, reading poems when i get the time.Im hopeing to try to improve our lives big time this year
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Hi
October 11, 2009 4:07pm
I just wonted to say hi to all my friends alot of which i have yet to say hi too.Im sorry i have not been in touch as i have been really bissy and it …
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Children back at school tomorrow.
September 1, 2009 3:16pm
Connie and Eddie went back today for half days and Buddy gos back for a full day so they are all back tomorrow.I have got some sleep while they …
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Hi
August 14, 2009 6:54am
If you are a friend you will know that im not sleeping much i also got less sleep last night so i am to ill for chat as you will know i have been …
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Hi i have got some sleep.
August 13, 2009 11:42am
Last night i got some sleep it makes so much differance to get some. And i would like to say thankyou to all of the friends that have been here for …
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Hug
Aww wow you said im part of your family, what a sweet thing to say. much love.....
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Sorry
Feel better soon, if you need me, please let me know. sorry things are so hard with you. I will do that thing for you this week, just got an essay to do. keep strong......
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thank u 4 ur message, i hope ur ok x
UR Welcome
Your very welcome hun and thanks! I'm doing ok just still trying to get over my cold. I hope your doing well! Hugs!
Flower
Hi babe hope everything is ok with you?, and that all your family are good. Thanks for the hug it means alot hope to hear from you soon. Take care and stay strong love from your friend Cynthia xxx
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i have bad nightmares, and see things when i know that they cant be their I'm not crazy, but feel really scared and alone can anyone help is this normal I've been through allot and I'm really scared to sleep sometimes.I also find making friends hard as I'm not confident , I'm shy, and if I'm honest find it hard to be around people in case i get hurt in some way.
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