I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control ?Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know you were just like me With someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that
November 18, 2009 12:31pm
17 mo. on Friday!!! Happy as could ever be... Sorry I haven't written anything in a long time a lot of things have happened... A few deaths …
That's great! Congrats! I'm doing ok thnx just got back from seeing "new moon". It's a really cool movie =) I still have alittle bit of a headach but it's not as bad as yesterday.
Feel like I am talking to a grown woman of this world now. How far you have come! The growth through pain you have accomplished. I think your bunny was playing with my "gone ahead" Oy, my loyal old dog. They were in the meadow across the rainbow bridge. There is a crossing point up ahead, but Not Yet! We still have a ton of work to do, and there are more and more of us all the time. And blessed, joyous, happiness, and long life to what is now seventeen months long, and seems like an entire lifetime!!!! Huzzah for the Ages!!!!!
Hey girl! Hows u? Sorry to hear about ur bunny :( Hugs!!!
I'm sorry for your loss. Sending you bug hugs sweeetie.
you have to start tho:P and thru messages probs the best idea:P
My friend Kat has BPD and so does a few other of my friends on here.... I would just like to understand more about this disorder... xxoxoxx
Feeling like no one understands you... Yea I'm there... There is really only a few inner people who truely understand my situation...
I lost a really close friend on here, but just found out he was gone... I miss him so much... xxoxoxx RIP Callum and Maria (him mum)...
I am the founder of one of the lead teen depression groups on this site (Ur Not Alone). I enjoy helping others and my maternal comes out in all I do here.... I am also an admin for Suicide Lookout and Humor is Healing... xxoxoxx
