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TinFoilHeart
Female, 16, Dryden, ON, CAN
"suicide is a constant thought why cant it be a reality?"
10:39pm, October 3, 2009
believe me, its easy to scream when your bleeding. Mood
Friday, May 29, 2009 | A Painful story

The night before my birthday i went to a pit party. Seeing as it was going to be my birthay at

 

12:01 i wanted to go out and party.

 

this guy was calling me down, and i was drunk and didn't want to take it anymore, so i started to

 

look for him. I found him and punched him in the face twice. Earlier in the night, I was sticking up

 

for a friend, she was getting surrounded by like twenty people who were trying to beat her up. 

 

 

had to flip out, and it was already really dramamtic before the punches.Back to the punches, so

 

basically he said he was fine with it, to all his guy friends, But to a friend of his thats a girl he told

her if he wasn't drunk he would have cried. So i'm just feeling really bad about that.

 

Day of my actual birthday: 

I wake up a bit hungover, so i just want to sleep and then go home.

 

My mom decided seeing as its a nice day, that she is going to spend the day with her boyfriend

 

of 7 years, who i hate and who threatins to hurt her all the time and go fishing. My sisiter came

 

and got  me at 4 in the aft. after spending all day crying and being mad at my mom mom for

 

not spending the day with me. I know it sounds like a stuck up bitch, but sorry.

 

Spring Fling:

Tonight = DHS spring fling.

 

I go, get high before, get into the dance and almost not make it through because the principle is

 

looking for me. SO i wander around there dancing and stuff with pasties and i'm practically

 

dying. But i'm having a good time, trying to hide from the vp. There is so much in the middle 

 

like a surprise fire alarm in the middle, and running around with no shoes in the stones hurting

 

my feet, so i go stand on the sidewalk infront of the guy i hit's vihicle. so he starts yelling

 

infront of at least 200 people get that retard away from my van, and all this shit. starts calling

 

me down. and i'm freaking out, the fire truck shows up, so we think the fire is real. lots of       

 

friends got caught for doing tabs, and i left really really early because i was freaking out and 

 

really baked, so i had to run around borrowing things so i didn't look done, got my mom to 

 

 

come get me, had a nervous break down, i'm staying home from school tomorrow, because 

 

not only the boy who i hit, but a bunch of other people were making fun of me for hitting, that

 

guy and shit like that. its crazy, he said he was fine. Anyways my mom is leaving for the

 

weekend and i'm suppossed to be going to a bunch of parties but now i'm staying home with

 

my sister, which will be good. Thats the last 6 days in a a very very very tiny nutshells those 

 

are the highlights, there is everything and more in the middle.

  

:( can i just be the memorium page in the back of the yearbook? 

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  1. TinFoilHeart

    those aren't even all the highlights. i wish it was tho


    TinFoilHeart

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