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TinFoilHeart 
10:39pm, October 3, 2009
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
The night before my birthday i went to a pit party. Seeing as it was going to be my birthay at
12:01 i wanted to go out and party.
this guy was calling me down, and i was drunk and didn't want to take it anymore, so i started to
look for him. I found him and punched him in the face twice. Earlier in the night, I was sticking up
for a friend, she was getting surrounded by like twenty people who were trying to beat her up.
had to flip out, and it was already really dramamtic before the punches.Back to the punches, so
basically he said he was fine with it, to all his guy friends, But to a friend of his thats a girl he told
her if he wasn't drunk he would have cried. So i'm just feeling really bad about that.
Day of my actual birthday:
I wake up a bit hungover, so i just want to sleep and then go home.
My mom decided seeing as its a nice day, that she is going to spend the day with her boyfriend
of 7 years, who i hate and who threatins to hurt her all the time and go fishing. My sisiter came
and got me at 4 in the aft. after spending all day crying and being mad at my mom mom for
not spending the day with me. I know it sounds like a stuck up bitch, but sorry.
Spring Fling:
Tonight = DHS spring fling.
I go, get high before, get into the dance and almost not make it through because the principle is
looking for me. SO i wander around there dancing and stuff with pasties and i'm practically
dying. But i'm having a good time, trying to hide from the vp. There is so much in the middle
like a surprise fire alarm in the middle, and running around with no shoes in the stones hurting
my feet, so i go stand on the sidewalk infront of the guy i hit's vihicle. so he starts yelling
infront of at least 200 people get that retard away from my van, and all this shit. starts calling
me down. and i'm freaking out, the fire truck shows up, so we think the fire is real. lots of
friends got caught for doing tabs, and i left really really early because i was freaking out and
really baked, so i had to run around borrowing things so i didn't look done, got my mom to
come get me, had a nervous break down, i'm staying home from school tomorrow, because
not only the boy who i hit, but a bunch of other people were making fun of me for hitting, that
guy and shit like that. its crazy, he said he was fine. Anyways my mom is leaving for the
weekend and i'm suppossed to be going to a bunch of parties but now i'm staying home with
my sister, which will be good. Thats the last 6 days in a a very very very tiny nutshells those
are the highlights, there is everything and more in the middle.
:( can i just be the memorium page in the back of the yearbook?
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those aren't even all the highlights. i wish it was tho
TinFoilHeart