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About Me
StillSearching
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About Me
Trying to make sense of my life. Where I've been, where I'm going. Trying to deal with the abuse, the losses I've been through. Coming up on the anniversary of my mom's death from ALS. I miss her and still can't believe that she's gone. Been getting in touch with alot of pain and memories lately. I keep wondering when it will get better.
Trying to make sense of my life. Where I've been, where I'm going. Trying to deal with the abuse, the losses I've been through. Coming up on the anniversary of my mom's death from ALS. I miss her and still can't believe that she's gone. Been getting in touch with alot of pain and memories lately. I keep wondering when it will get better.
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Interests
Reading and writing (when I find the time) animals, recovery
Reading and writing (when I find the time) animals, recovery
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Journal
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Hugbook
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I TO DO NAT. MEDS. BECAUSE NO INNSURANCE. AND I DO NOT LIKE TAKING MEDS FROM DOCS. YOU HAVE GIVEN ME SOME ANSWERS TO MY ?S. HOPE THAT YOU TOO GET BETTER SOON.
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Things are alright I guess. Jake is spending a few nights in a hotel this week because I dont know if I can move with him. I am so afraid that things are going to go back to the way they were. He's not as bad as he was before last August, but it seems like he has simply changed the form of abuse. He accuses me of nonsensical things, and interrogates me about stuff...you know. So I dont know what to do.
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Hey girl! Wanted to say hi, Let me know how you are doing!
I’m With You
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i am okay thanks:)
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Have had to deal with alot of abuse in my life and want to find support to face it, find healing and move on.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- is definitely working
- Leave Working / Worked
- Leaving abusive situtations have helped, i.e. relationships, jobs, etc.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- talking with my counselor has been helpful, she shares my faith and it makes a big difference to leave it to Jesus so He can carry it because I cannot.
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking with trusted friend has helped alot
Close Sexual Abuse
Am just starting the journey to begin to face this issue. Its scary, don't know what I'm doing.......
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Haven't done any group meetings for this issue but others...
- Leave Working / Worked
- Have done so much running in my life, don't want to run from this anymore.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Some talking with my sisters has helped.
Open Pet Bereavement
Lost a precious feline friend three years ago on Thanksgiving and still miss her. Sometimes I just want to share about her. She was my buddy!
Open Kidney Stones
Have had three kidney stone attacks and hope to avoid any more, thank you very much.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- No more soda, lots more water, cut down on sodium, no more large doses of calcium
Open Female Sexual Issues
Am still struggling with some issues related to sex. Want to enjoy it more, learn more about it. I figure I've waited long enough.
Treatments
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- If I'm depressed, or stressed about something its difficult to relax and enjoy ML with DH. Still trying to get over some hangups.
Open Shingles
Just came down with Shingles, looking for support and more info.
