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leahbee 
2:20pm, September 23, 2009
i was doing so well. i was happy and laughing... i was back to being me. but im getting depressed again. im fighting with my friends and parents. and the razor hiding near my bed "just in case" is taunting me like a fucking... idk, what taunts you? anyways, i have never felt so alone in my life, yet i am surrounded by people that love me. i am so scared im going to turn back to the knife, or pills, or booze again. i really dont know if i can take another round of this...
why the hell did i pick the color orange for the font????
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Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
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i likee thiss alott :)
well a couple of days ago, my 5 1/2 months of no cutting was completly destroyed. i was really stressed, told myself, wat the f_ck grabed my razor and used it. now im just p/o at myself. wich isnt making things easier.
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hey, at least you're recognizing what you did and you're doing something about it by reaching out on DS here. I wouldn't be so pissed off at yourself if I were you ;) Hey, if you were able to go for 5 1/2 months between SI, think of how much longer you'll be able to go after this incident!! Have faith in yourself!!!
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I'm sorry that you having a tough time...Please don't be too hard on yourself, we all slip sometimes...I believe in you. Love and hugs, Shelle xox
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i dont know why u picked dat color either lol, but u rnt alone, i'm here for u gurly, if u need to talk i am a good listener and u know this, and if u need help w/ anythin, just tell me, u have my number and multiple other ways to give a shout out at me. i can help u through it and i will never turn my back on u.
Jicksey