noturaverage's Journal

I have been keeping myself busy by doing voluntary work for a goodwill shop, that is assoiciated with our parish. I do allsorts from the counter,sorting,delivering furniture to being an advocate.

I am enjoying giving back to the community and helping those in need.

I was shocked when I was propositioned by one of my so called colleges to have sex.

When I turned him down, he came out with a comment, "I'll get ya,I know you want me".

He was ment to drop me off home after we had finished the deliveries, but I told him that I wanted to go back to the shop, just so he couldnt take it any further.

I was worried that he might have forced himself on me, and I felt disguisted inside. I thought about what happened over a week.Man, it really played with my head, it also made me feel dirty.

I felt like I had a easy label on my forehead. This male, made me feel like a slut.

I wasnt giving him any wrong signals that I wanted him at all.I wasnt wearing clothing that was slutty either.

I avoided going back to help out there again.Then the boss pulled me aside and asked if everything was alright!

I laid it out, and told her just what had happened.She was shocked, but also empathetic towards me.

The thing with this f**kwit is, his partner and him are assoicated with my childrens school, as they have children there.

So I see them often, and have to say hi so i dont show just how uncomfortable I am being around him.