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noturaverage 
4:46am, October 24, 2008
Kia Ora/ Hello people.
I haven't been on DS for a few weeks, as I have been trying to keep myself as busy as possible. I've come to a standstill with my counseling, it's getting very difficult to cope or even to get the hard stuff out. I dont want to hear about how some shitheads got their kicks out of raping me. I come across as a strong person, but this stuff is difficult to handle. So under it all I turn to mush, and break down which I do not want to happen.
I am at the point of feeling lost again.
I feel like I'm a lost soul swimming in a fish bowl.
Peace to u all.
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you will get to the point where you break down all the time,,,it will be TOUGH - but hang on in there....as long as you feel ok with the therapist? love to you...Cathrynn X
Cathrynn
I cannot begin to imagine your pain. And I won't try. I will send you love and hugs.
JerryW
You are in my prayers. God bless you
scared4k