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noturaverage 
4:46am, October 24, 2008
I feel very empty today. I wan't to cry, but cannot get the tears out, and it's hurting me inside.
All I feel like doing doing is sleeping, but rather impossible when i hve 3yrold lil twin boys at home and their 10yr old brother at home too.
I've been observing my 10yr olds behaviour, at school and at home.
Seeing how he relates to people and activities.
My herat goes out to him, as u can easily see his abuse has majorly damaged him.
It's just frustrating at times, to be the best role model I can for him, as I have to spread myself out with 6 children, and he takes up more time than my 3yr old twins.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I WNT TO CRY TO FEEL BETTER.......................
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When I couldn't cry I'd make myself laugh. Somehow it got things going. Sometimes it would change over to crying, and sometimes I laughed so hard I cried. The end result is the same. It gets the frustration out and you feel better.
JerryW
Bless your heart!!!
Laugh , cry, write, beat the crud out a pillow, whatever it takes!!! YOU can get thru this!! YOU are strong!!
Take Care!!!
auntshawn
I know how torn you feel when you have so many demands on your time, and the demands you have are more than the average. Be gentle on yourself. You are a great Mum to all your brood.
Juice