noturaverage's Journal

I had been feeling a bit lost during the week. I was doing my normal task's, but felt and still feel an emptiness inside.

I do know that I am overdue for deep prayer, as this always makes me feel more humble.

Last week I wasn't in any mood to attend Mass, but I shall 2maro, as I dunno maybe this is my reasoning for my emptiness.

The children have been having a ball at their holiday programm, while I've been working.

I am an advocate and a shop assistant in a goodwill store, only because thats what I enjoy doing.As I really am not too sure where it is that I am ment to be working at yet!

All I know is that I want to try and help people less fortunate.I'm not saying that I havine dollars coming out of my butt or anything, but there are many whom need just a lil guidance in life.

I have thought over the last few weeks, that maybe my calling is in breavement counseling. I have dealt with a few death's lately of friends partners, even a few strangers falling before me practicaly dying and Ive helped them.Being there at the right time I guess. This topic may seem morbid to most, but making a difference to people really makes me feel warm inside.

The downfall in life is, God knows what lays ahead of us, and we are not ment to know, but to only experience it all.

Oh well enough of my talk for now.

Bless each and everyone of you who are reading this.

Peace be with you.