Random thoughts
April 12, 2009 8:53pm
I look at a woman I find attractive...and there’s a place inside of me that hurts. Hurts from a longing, a desire...to touch and be touched by …
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justaguy3155
4:38pm, February 1, 2009
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About Me
justaguy3155
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About Me
I'm single, retired, live alone and appreciate the opportunity DS provides to chat with others. I’ve been single for ten years now. And in that time I haven’t wanted or allowed anyone in my life. I needed the time to heal from the wounds of betrayal. Now that I’m ready to try again and really want someone in my life...I’m not sure I know how anymore. But if I could choose, it would be a love that sees the heart and soul, that is caring, compassionate, a love in whose eyes I need never hide any part of who I am. A woman I could reveal my deepest thoughts and feelings to with never a fear of ridicule, rejection or condemnation. Someone who loves affection and loves affectionately. And in whose touch I can hear the words...I love YOU! She’s a friend, companion, a lover...a partner to walk hand in hand with into all of life's horizons.
I'm single, retired, live alone and appreciate the opportunity DS provides to chat with others. I’ve been single for ten years now. And in that time I haven’t wanted or allowed anyone in my life. I needed the time to heal from the wounds of betrayal. Now that I’m ready to try again and really want someone in my life...I’m not sure I know how anymore. But if I could choose, it would be a love that sees the heart and soul, that is caring, compassionate, a love in whose eyes I need never hide any part
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Interests
Things I love...music (a refuge), reading (mostly history) football (a passion) sci-fi's, sketching in charcoal, photography, hiking, cycling, weight training, swimming, lying in the sun covered in oil and road trips to nowhere. I am also very much an animal lover and someone who loves the beauty and wonder of nature. I find pleasure working in my garden, with my indoor plants and in creating surroundings that are aesthetically pleasing.
Things I love...music (a refuge), reading (mostly history) football (a passion) sci-fi's, sketching in
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Journal
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Random thoughts
April 9, 2009 6:42pm
I've been taking care of others my entire life...I just never learned how to let anyone take care of me. I shine the brightest when its raining …
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Journal Entry for April 9, 2009
April 9, 2009 10:36am
Difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage. The human spirit is to grow strong by conflict. -William Ellery Channing It is not …
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Journal Entry for April 9, 2009
April 9, 2009 10:19am
A smooth sea never made a skillful mariner. - Anonymous
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Seeds of Love
April 9, 2009 9:52am
The water that nourishes that seed of love between two people is open and honest communication of feelings between the two. And an honest and sincere …
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Hugbook
Miss You
Hey there Earl!!! A big hug to you and wondering how you are doing. I things have started to look up for you. By the way, Happy Belated Veteran's Day!
Hug
Sending warm hugs to all my DH friends. I've been 'away' from here for a while. Sorry. Much love to all~
Kiss
Sending some love and huggies to you today! Hope you're ok sweetpea! Love Sarah. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Little Love
Love and hugs for you today. Hope you're ok honey? Love Sarah. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Shout Out
Happy Father's Day E.!!!
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I have worked as a police officer but suffered from severe fatigue and sadness. It eventually became overwhelming and I am now on disability benefits
Close Natural Disasters
Type: HurricanesStill trying to adjust to this new life that is post Katrina.
Open Infidelity
I've been married twice, both cheated numerous times. My last ex got pregnant by a co worker a year after talking me into having a vasectomy. Than had me believe the vasectomy hadn't worked and the baby was mine. It's all left me feeling very unlovable.
Treatments
- Divorce Somewhat Helpful
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- I find it hard to forgive at times, but I know I must...and to a great degree I have.
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- Trust can be killed in a heartbeat...leaving love to die a slow and agonizingly slow death!
Open Shyness
shyness has plagued me my entire life. Along with depression and fatigue and fear of social situations.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Somewhat Helpful
- I enjoy being able to talk to others without fear of being judged.
- Socializing Not Working
- I spend the majority of my days alone behind a locked door =(
