chrs's Journal

Hello,

It has been awhile since I have written anything on this site. Well a lot has happened in my life. I am still in the same relationship and She is still having an affair with this other woman. I need to get out of this house and get a life of my own. I had a job but I was constantly harrassed for having a job with insurance she has an agency and me working for another agent has become a problem for her. She thinks that I am going to steal business from her that is obserd of her to think that. I have caught her on several occaisions that she is having this affair to the point of her and this woman going to New York together. How does a person get the courage to move out. and not look back. We have been together for 31 years and she thinks she has done everything and I have done nothing at all for this relationship. I gave 10 years of it to help her grow her business and I didn't do anything.  Explain that how do you get your partner to buy you out so you can move on with your life. I just want to move on and let her go have her life anyway she wants it and I want mine to be the same just the way I feel comfortable with myself. Can anyone help me get the courage to move on away from the abusive relationship that I am in? If anyone has been thru this please by all means give me some pointers, my partner wants to be here while I move out that is just crazy.