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CrzyPurpleChic
Female, 27, Overland Park, KS
"On "Administrative leave" from work, don't know when I'll be going back."
11:06am, November 17, 2009
not much Mood
Thursday, September 17, 2009

No much to say today

 

I'm very tired! 

 

Yesterday was very hard as it was one month since I found Teresa dead.  I really wanted to cut badly and I keep thinking about getting out of the Crisis Recovery Center so I can go home and overdose and cut like nobody's business.  I really want to do that.  I think i'm going to, I think my last day here will be monday, my birthday, and that night at home I'm going to go wild. 

 

I don't care about the hospital, I don't care if I survive.  I just want all this shit to be over with! 

UPDATED GOALS

Be self injury free

Progress 10%

no cutting (days)

71

Encouragements: 14

days out of hospital (days)

8

Encouragements: 0

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Comments

  1. HappierDaysofSnow

    Oh Purple, I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I know you're tired of life, but life is so worth living! I know life is hard but it's worth the fight. Don't OD or cut please. You are worth too much to lose! My love and support to you Darlin!


    HappierDaysofSnow

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