CrzyPurpleChic's Journal

Hi all!

So in my last journal I talked about losing my keys and how inconvient that is!  But my caseworker and I went to the hospital toady and got my keys.  I got to go to my apartment and get my cell phone charger and some other things that I needed while staying here at the Crisis Recovery Center. 

I also have some GREAT news!  I got my rent payed for today by catholic charities, they helped out with 66% of the rent!  I only had to cover 33%  I was responsible for the whole rent since my roommate died and knew I couldn't pay it and have searched and applied and searched and applied for rent assistance and finally got it!  It lifted a HUGE burden off of me!  I also got a letter in the mail about my disability money.  The past three or four months I haven't gotten my full disablity money because they were paying for medicare out of my money, but now medicaid has stepped in and covered what medicare wouldn't and I am getting my full disability back starting in october!  I'm so psyched!  that will be an extra hundred dollars a month!  And I got a letter from the SRS office stating that my foodstamp balalnce is being increased, it's only by $4 but still thats money!  AND...  My roommate and I got At&t uverse for the apartment, but it was in her name so it got shut off.  So I thought I was going to be responsible for returning the equipment.  I was worried because I don't drive and can't return it and don't have money to ship it back to them.  Teresa's mom called me today and told me that she was going to stop by the apartment and pick up the equipment to return it!  So now I don't have to worry about it! That is a HUGE weight lifted off my shoulders!  Good stuff today!

Now for the bummer stuff... I was thinking today about me discharging from the Crisis Recovery Center and about my time left in the apartment before I move.  I'm REALLY uneasy about it all!  I don't want to be in that apartment alone especially for an extended amount of time and it looks like I'll be there for a week by myself!  I'm really freaking out about that!  And... I have to pack all my shit and move AGAIN!  I swear I move all the time!  I just moved three months ago!  I don't know what I'm going to do. 

SIGH!  UGH!  I HATE this!  Why did this have to happen?  Why did she have to die, why did she have to leave me here like this?  WHY? 

I'm going to bed...

Much love and HUGS to all...