CrzyPurpleChic's Journal

Hi all!

My therapist is gone, she is on vacation, it's acctually her honeymoon.  I know I should be happy for her, but I really miss her and don't know what I'm going to do for the next two weeks?  I have sessions scheduled with someone that is filling in for her, but i am really leary about doing this because I have no clue who she is, or what shes about.  We'll see... 

So... I left my house keys at the hospital when I discharged on wednesday.  I called them yesterday to make sure I could come pick them up today.  My dad made a special trip out here to help me with it.  Come to find out they lost my keys... After some digging I found out that they are in the lost and found.  After going all the way down there to security I find out that lost and found is only open M-F from 8-5.  So I wasted my dads time and I wasted my time!  but... I did get to go to lunch with my dad and get my hair cut, so that was a plus!  I would post a picture but I can't take a picture with my camera phone because I don't have my charger, it's at my apartment that I can't get into!  I'm praying and hoping that my caseworker can help me get my keys from the hospital and help me get more stuff from my apartment, especially my cell phone charger, it's so hard to live without my phone! 

So I'm looking to move.  I can't stay at my apartment, it's just too depressing and too hard to be there with her dying there.  So I have to pack all my stuff up again and move.  I just moved three months ago and now I have to do it again!  I have to find a place to go to first, and thats the whole problem!  I don't know this area very well, but I'm established here with there mental health agency and don't want to move away from the agencies coverage area so that puts me in a bubble.  I can only stay here at the Crisis Recovery Center for two weeks and half of those two weeks are almost up!   SIGH... I don't know what I'm going to do!  please be praying that I find a place and soon. 

I really want to cut!  I almost bought razors today when I was at the drugstore.  but I didn't and I guess thats what counts.  Well... Thats about it for me. 

Much love and hugs!