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CrzyPurpleChic
Female, 27, Overland Park, KS
"On "Administrative leave" from work, don't know when I'll be going back."
11:06am November 17
Journal Entry for June 2, 2009 Mood
Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Hi all! 

 

Went to the dr. today, my physical pcp dr.  He gave me pain meds, increased the anti inflamitory I'm on and gave me some names and numbers to call for a dr. over here in KS.  Today was the last day that I'll be seeing him.  It's really sad, he's seen me through a lot, I've had him as my dr. for three yrs now.  I haven't had anyone be that consistent in my treatment so it was hard to say goodbye today. 

 

Met with my case worker this morning, we looked at my budget, haven't figured anything out yet, and got me hooked up with catholic charities which is a local food bank.  They also help with utilities, rent assistant, and they have a thrift store. 

 

Not feeling the best, having urges to hurt myself and really depressed, and in pain. 

 

 

Much love and hugs!

UPDATED GOALS

Be self injury free

Progress 10%

no cutting (days)

54

Encouragements: 14

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Comments

  1. Ellocin

    I know it must be really stressful still but it sounds like some things are working out and some connections are being made. ***HUGS*** Take care and God bless.


    Ellocin

  2. missingcanda

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS. RACHAEL PLEASE CONTINUE TO WRITE HERE AND TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT ALL OF YOUR PAIN. AS YOU SPEAK OF YOUR BURDEN I TAKE IT. GOD WILL GIVE ME ALL YOUR BURDEN AS I WILL NOT STOP UNTIL IT IS ALL GONE FROM YOU. YOUR BACK WILL IMPROVE AND IMPROVE. GOD IS A GOD OF POWER AND WHAT HE WANTS FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW, IS JOY. YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, YOU WROTE ALL THESE HORRID THINGS AND WERE STILL INSISTANT EVEN IN YOUR HORROR AND NIGHTMARE TO LOVE OTHERS. GOD WILL NOT ABANDON YOU AND NEITHER WILL I. I AM HERE FOR YOU. POUR OUT YOUR PAIN INTO ME RACHAEL. THIS IS MY PLACE IN YOUR LIFE. I AM YOUR MEADIATOR BEFORE GOD. YOU ARE DECLARED INNOCENT. THE MORE YOU CAN SHARE WITH ME, THE MORE I WILL BE ABLE TO REMOVE. PLEASE PRAY WITH ME,

    FATHER THANK YOU FOR RACHAEL AND EVERY CHILD OF YOURS WHTAT READS THIS. PLEASE SEND THEM ALL TO ME GOD AS YOU HAVE PLACED ME HERE FOR YOU RPURPOSE. YOUR DESIRE IS TO END THEIR PAIN FATHER AND I AM YOUR SERVANT TO USE FOR THIS PURPOSE AS YOU WISH. THANK YOU GOD, IN OUR SAVIORS NAME.


    missingcanda

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