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Well... I'm on "administrative leave" from work.  My back pain was flarring up really bad from working at the cash registars at walmart.  So I told the management this and they suggested that I put in a "request for accomidation".  This means I have to go to the dr. fill out this paper work turn it back into them and wait untill they decide what to do with me.  And through this whole process they can decide to let me go if they want to.  So I'm not working now, not going to the dr till next week and won't be able to put in my paperwork till next week.  which means I'll probably be out of work for the next two weeks at least if not for good.  I'm really frustrated about this.  I have a voc rehab counselor but they said if I wanted support with them for work then they can't help me out with going back to school.  It's either work or school with them.  So I'm basically alone in all of this and it really upsets me.  It's always been a dream of mine to go back to school and recive more education to better my career.  I don't know what I'm going to do.  This sucks! 

Bsides all of this everything is going quite well... I'm having a meeting with my mom and the therapist today so that should be intresting.  I wrote her a letter and am going to read it to her today. 

DBT is going well... went to a session yesterday.  I think this is really going to help me.  I'm already seeing benifits and I'm new to the group.  I'm excited about the healing process.  I have a lot of work to do but am willing and able to do it. 

Thats about it, thanks, much love and HUGS!

Hey all...

I have been sick these last few days.  today and yesterday I had no voice, good thing i got on antibiotics. 

Went to work today, good thing i only had to sit infront of a computer and do training.  I'll be up and on my feet the next time I work, which is friday. 

Everything is going quite well...  It will be a month on thursday for me being out of the hospital. 

Not much to say.  Thanks for all the support.

Much love and hugs...

Hey all

I started work this week.  I'm working at walmart as a cashier.  I haven't got to be up front at the registars yet.  I''m still doing computer training, I have one more day of that before I acctually get trained at the registar. 

Everything is going quite well.  I'm staying busy and thats a good thing.  I have been out of the hospital now for three weeks!  I'm so excited.  When I get to two months out of the hospital I get to buy myself a new phone, I need one badly. 

Things with my mom aren't going well...  I think I've convinced her to come to a therapy session with my therapist.  It should be intresting.  I'll let you know more when that time comes. 

I'm very tired.  I have a cold and it's really bothering me.  I think I'm going to go to the walk in urgent care tomorrow and see what I can do to help me feel better.  Good thing I don't have to work till monday. 

Much love and hugs