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Well... I'm on "administrative leave" from work. My back pain was flarring up really bad from working at the cash registars at …
I am Rachael Elaine, A poet, A lover of books, A listener to Christian music, PURPLE makes me happy, Quality time with ones I love makes me feel good, I sleep with a teddy bear, I get inspired by other peoples stories, I'm a people person, My dad is my hero, I'm a twin and I'm SO proud of my niece, 4 is my lucky number, Missouri Western State University is where I got my degree in Psychology, Jesus Loves Me and U, My call is to help others where I have been hurt.
I am Rachael Elaine, A poet, A lover of books, A listener to Christian music, PURPLE makes me happy, Quality time with ones I love makes me feel good, I sleep with a teddy bear, I get inspired by other peoples stories, I'm a people person, My dad is my hero, I'm a twin and I'm SO proud of my niece, 4 is my lucky number, Missouri Western State University is where I got my degree in Psychology, Jesus Loves Me and U, My call is to help others where I have been hurt.
Poetry, Purple, Crochet, reading. I love books, I have a lot of them. I love watching my neice and and nephew grow up! They are an amazing gift from God. Watching movies, being involved in my church. Listening to music.
Poetry, Purple, Crochet, reading. I love books, I have a lot of them. I love watching my neice and and
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I know how you feel... I've been there... you just have to look for other places to live and make it…
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Well... I'm on "administrative leave" from work. My back pain was flarring up really bad…
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On "Administrative leave" from work, don't know when I'll be going back.…
Well... I'm on "administrative leave" from work. My back pain was flarring up really bad from working at the cash registars at …
Hey all...
I have been sick these last few days. today and yesterday I had no voice, good thing i got on antibiotics.
Went to …
Hey all
I started work this week. I'm working at walmart as a cashier. I haven't got to be up front at the registars …
Just updating my goals, I'll wirte more later...
Hi all!
I have a job interview tomorrow and friday. That happened fast! I just applied for these jobs last week. They are with …
well thats goot to know, i just saw you were on leave from work,
life right now is a stuggle but moving forward,
sending lots of of huggs, and kindness, and suny sunshine,
whats new with you, i have not herd from ya in awhile
hey hun
how are you doing ? hope all is well for you
congrats on your goal updates, keep up the good work. I know life is hard right now, but you're strong and can do it! BIG HUGS Lots of love,
Audrey
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I've struggled with depression since I was a little girl. I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I have been hospitalized over 30 times in the last 3 years & have attempted suicide about 9 times.
I'm 25. I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I've had the diagnoses for over a year now. I struggle alot with abandonment issues, with my interpersonal relationships my emotions controling me and dissassociation.
I started injuring myself when I was just eight years old. I started cutting right after my gradmother died 2003. I find it helpful although very unhealthy. I went 234 days of not cutting, and now it's almost a daily struggle, I hate that its back in my life...
I started being abused emotionally and physically after my mom left my dad. She left becuase of how he treated her and then left us with him. It was a crazy time growing up! He totally broke my self esteem down... My mom wasn't much help in that area either.
I first injured my back when I was working... I lifted something way too heavy the wrong way and it fell on me. I have also reinjured in recently by falling down the stairs. I have a hurniated disc, two buldging discs and degenerative disc disease at the ripe old age of 25. My Back pain is a constant pain. It really makes my depression worse.
I have chronic lower back pain. I have two buldging discs, a herniated disc and degenerative disc disease.
I struggle with anxiety on a daily basis, I think it's just part of the disease.
I've been diagnosed with PTSD because of the abuse from my child hood I struggle with flashbacks, and disassociation.
My Dad remarried after being divorsed for five years. And yes I do believe in evil step moms... but mines alot better now. I don't like that my family is dysfunctional, I wish we could all be together, but that is childish in this day and age. My mother has yet to remarry.
I have a very dysfunctional family or at least we have been, now that most of the children are adults it's getting better. I have issues with my step-mom, my Dad used to physically and emotionally abuse me and my mother is not emotionally available. My stepmom has been evil, but now a lot of things have calmed down. We can all acctually be in the same room at the same time now, a gift from God!
I've lost a lot in my young adult life. My first real loss was my parents divorce, I took it really hard. Then my first physical loss was my paternal grandma, she was sanity in an insain world to me. Then a year later, her husband, my beloved grandpa died, I was his little girl. And just in Oct of 07 my maternal grandma died. I have also lost friends to suicide over the last years. I just lost my roommate to an accidental overdose. She died aug 16th! I'll never forget that day.
I've been on medicaid since april of 06. It's helped me to have insurance so I can get the help I need to fight my mental health and chronic pain with.
I'm 50,000 or more in debt! I'm going through bankruptcy now and am also taking a class by Dave Ramsey I strongly suggest it to anyone have issues!
I was sent to a homeless shelter after one of my mental health hospitalizations becuase my family didn't want to take care of me, and this was the only way I could do it myself. I lived there for a little over ten months in their transitional housing and got my first apartment in December of 06.
I have always been over weight and I'm trying to fight it hard now while I'm young so I can get it under control. I'm about 80 to 100lbs over weight. YIKES!
Abstinence is the only effective birth control out there! I believe in waiting till your married to have sex. And yes I'm still a virgin.
I had an injury to my back several times when I was little, but I was very reseliant. Now... My first injury occurred in Oct of 04. I have reinjurded it twice since then, most recently being the end of december. After the MRI they told me that my degenerative disc disease had degenerated two of my dics and that eventualy it would do more damage. I'm constantly in pain and am on pain meds.
I had just broken up with my boyfriend of six months. He came over, I thought he was coming over to apologize for being an ass... but when I opened the door he forced himself inside my place and raped me... I didn't press charges, but I do have a restraining order.
What can I say I'm codependednt and I know it's an addicition.
I have severe lonliness. It eat ats me and gives me urges to hurt myself. I hate being lonely. Now that I've proven that I can't be alone and stay safe they have taken away my apartment and stay with my mom. and dad on occassions when mom is out of town. I have to move into a group home. YUCK! I hate being lonely