I guess I'm pretty messed up.. look at how many groups I'm in!
I guess I'm pretty messed up.. look at how many groups I'm in!
I'm not you're average 20 year old... my interests are a little different.
I'm not you're average 20 year old... my interests are a little different.
February 19, 2009 2:09am
Sorry to my friends, I read your concerned messages
I haven't been online because I have found another outlet for my issues
I hope all my friends …
October 23, 2008 9:06pm
So I'm well and truely back at uni... and I have missed 6 classes already. It's just malaise... I'm ready to leave the house at 8am and I …
September 22, 2008 4:13pm
I'm so pissed right now... I baked some cornbread, and went to the shop to buy myself some orange juice. I got back, took out and sliced …
September 19, 2008 3:56am
I've been feeling really down on myself over the past few days, so much so that it's got me feeling depressed about life again. I just …
September 12, 2008 11:46am
Ok I'm having a clean up today, and I'm disgusted as most of the mess isn't mine.. if you all remember I had an issue with messy people …
Yeah that website is good, let me know whether it helps :) As I said, your situation is exactly mine. If you do decide to leave him, just make sure you talk to him about it all. Mine didn't, unfortunately, and still can't bring himself to speak to me :( Being told he still loves me, and wants me in his life, and that he'll call me as soon as he's strong enough, at the same time as being excluded from his life, is just heartbreaking!
Hello! You're in a tough position, and I know how it feels -- but from the other side. My pos partner left me (I'm neg) coz he couldn't cope with the prospect of putting me at risk. I'm still finding it so hard to deal with :( I really hope it works out for you. By the way, have you looked at a website called freedomhealth? They have an excellent forum, with questions answered by real (Harley Street) doctors, and I've found their advice realistic but very reassuring about the risks. Definitely worth a look if you're anxious about things. Be interested to know how things go for you if you feel like letting me know.
Hugs to you in case you check in. Hope all is well
Hey Tobias, my friend! How are you? I'm just checkin' in to DS, seeing how everyone is doing..... ((((hugs)))) ~ Deb
I hope all is well with you friend. I am glad you found an outlet for your issues and are working on you. Huge hugs and hope to you!! (((Tobias)))-me hugging you:)
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I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13, and then again when I was 19 after 2-3 years of being "ok".
I take my anger out on anything. I break things, I hurt myself, I've even killed pets in the past. I hate myself when I do things like that, but I do it because Ithink I deserve to hate myself more at the time.
I'm a 3rd year university student, and every day I get closer to wanting to drop out.
When I was 14 I was abused by my Stepfather. I haven't spoken to my Mother since as she took his side and I guess she doesn't care anyway. I think that what he did is still haunting me.
My Grandma (my primary caregiver) was diagnosed with Breast Cancer in 2000. She's now found a tumour in her womb which may cause complications for her. :(
I had Bulimia when I was a teenager, now I overeat. I find it hard to control my habits and sometimes starve myself.
I've been self harming for as long as I remember.
I was infected on purpose by someone who obviously can't deal with it. He has to infect others to make himself feel better. I found out last year.
My Great Uncle (who was like a Father to me) passed away over 2 years ago, and I still haven't got over it. I don't believe he's dead... I can't get my head around it. It's confusing...
I'm bisexual. I like men. I like women. People call me gay because I like men. It's sad how people cannot comprehend bisexuality. If anyone tells me it's a phase again, I'll probably kill them.
I only live for half a year. As soon as the shorter days come, I get nothing done.
I was diagnosed last year.. but nobody at school decided to test me, they just moaned because they couldn't read my writing..
Always in debt because i'm compulsive and impulsive when it comes to shopping..
Found out I was Borderline after nearly killing myself in front of my ex and consequently seeing a therapist. It makes sense now I guess.
If I have food in the house, I will eat it. I used to have bulimia, and now I need to find the strength not to eat so much.
I can't budget. Every season I spend until I run out, then I live off of nothing. I spend about £1,000 every month then have £300 to last me 3 months. Not good.
I'm bisexual, but I feel that a lot of the challenges that gay men face can apply to me, too
I'd like to find a diet that I can stick to.
Sex got me in to a mess, so I have no sex drive.. I feel that if I were to get with someone, it'd have to be a celibate relationship, with true feelings rather than one based on lust. I don't think I could have sex again for a long time.
I'm studying back pain in class... just here for some pointers.
My Grandma has it... I'm here to collect information for her
It's the least of my problems, but can have a huge effect on my self esteem at times.
Care leaver
I hate going outside, especially alone
