Journal Entry for November 19, 2007
November 19, 2007 5:12pm
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ltlmomma4
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About Me
ltlmomma4
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About Me
okay here goes at 15 i had a baby boy, and quit school, at 17 met a man and married him at 18 had another baby at 21 had another and at 23 had another, there ages are 9, 6, 3, 1 when i had my 3 yr old i had ppd {post partum depresion} it lasted til i got prego with last kid, before getting prego again i tried suicide 12 times in icu 3 times wit tube down my throat, well after that my marriage got worse and worse i longed 4 friends and i wanted 2 be something else besides wife and mom, was trapped in the house for 7 yrs at 24 this past september i left my husband, to get help, then after my head was clear relized the reason i had so many mental health problems was because i was expected 2 do so much while my husband told me i dont do anything cause i dont work, ha yea rite any way so i never went back i went and started my GED GOOD ENOUGH DIPLOMA and i'm starting college next mth i got my own apt. see the kids 3-4 times a week, i am trying to reconcile with hubby with many conditions put in place and i want my degree before moving into the family home, i want my kids 2 be proud of me and know that women can do anything, they dont just have to be a mom, or highschool drop out, i want 2 set an example 4 them, since leaving my doc says i no longer have personality disorder my depression is under contro , anxiety is completely controlled and my sleep quadrupled since i was getting 2 hours a night, i am not going into public details about what my hubby did 2 me cause he is working very hard with his therapist to solve all of his problems and he knows he has to do a 360 for me to rejoin tha house hold, this is my very first time living alone having goals and going 4 it, i am so proud to do this since 3 mths ago i was anxious just to go to tha store!!!!! I know in tha end my kids will be very proud, my 9 yr old told me momy i'm glad ur in school cause ur very smart and u deserve it, a 9 yr old now if he can see it i know it will all be worth it in tha end!!
okay here goes at 15 i had a baby boy, and quit school, at 17 met a man and married him at 18 had another baby at 21 had another and at 23 had another, there ages are 9, 6, 3, 1 when i had my 3 yr old i had ppd {post partum depresion} it lasted til i got prego with last kid, before getting prego again i tried suicide 12 times in icu 3 times wit tube down my throat, well after that my marriage got worse and worse i longed 4 friends and i wanted 2 be something else besides wife and mom, was trapped
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my interests are computer science , studying, learning anything i can, taking every college course possible including early childhood development, I want 2 give back to my community, I love volunteering 4 non-profit groups, habitat 4 humanity, the potters house, salvation army and red cross which helps my soul- i love reding fiction, i.e every harry potter book, lord of the rings, tha hobbit , little women, I like 2 readbusiness and money building magizines which give great tips on how to build ur own empire.....my 5 yr goal to have a bachelors degree in compter science, and early child hood development, have my own computer company that goes out and fixes buggs and crashed computers, and be a substitute teacher on the side for ages 3-5
my interests are computer science , studying, learning anything i can, taking every college course possible
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Journal Entry for November 19, 2007
November 19, 2007 4:49pm
on november 6th my son went by ambulance from daycare to hospital he was uncounsius and 105 temp! he had ecoli and ate that recalled pizza the …
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Journal Entry for November 19, 2007
November 19, 2007 4:02pm
i got my new apartment movin in 2morrow,yay
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hello my friend. just wanted to say hello. i havent been on much lately. school is keepin me really busy. just wanted to let you know you are still in my thoughts.. hows your new apt going for you? one love bboi
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hi hope ur ok xxxx
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Thank you sweetheart! :) big hugs! :) it's my great niece's first Christmas! 5 more days! She got her picture taken with Santa! :)
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Happy Holidays to you and your family angel :)
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thanx for yo reply in my son x claire x
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionhad it for awhile
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
Close ADHD / ADD
my son has this very badly but i love him 2 death even when hes flipping so much he gets dizzy,lol, my dd has it 2 a milder case but its getting worse tha teachers are bitching about it now we may increase her nountain dew intake:)
Treatments
- Adderall Not Working
- made my son go nuts
- Concerta Working / Worked
- works extremely well and when givin a med to make them hungary called periactin it helps them gain weight instead of losing alot of weight,helps wit sleep 2
- Focalin Working / Worked
- friends kid is on it trust me it doesnt work i wanted to beat her butt when she yanked my hoop earrings outta my ear>>patience>>> if i didnt have it they all would be tied up in tha closet,lol,that was a joke people
- Ritalin Working / Worked
- 5 mg for son in afternoon he has high motabilizm so concerta only lasts 8 hrs instead of 12
Open Anxiety Disorders in Children
my daughter has anxiety bad shes been having anxiety attacks since 3 but since vistaril and concerta was added to her meds shes alot better
Treatments
- Play Therapy Working / Worked
- helps her talk about her problems to her play therapy therapist,has worked wonders
- Atarax Working / Worked
- helps anxiety and helps her fall asleep she was an insomniac and always cranky anxious and tired shes a totally differant kid now
Open Interstitial Cystitis (IC)
was diagnosed a mth ago after being misdiagnosed for 5 yrs
Treatments
- Atarax Working / Worked
- helps my bladder to stop spasming works wonders!!
Open Self-Injury
YEA
