Journal Entry for April 20, 2007
April 20, 2007 11:21pm
So I know I haven't written in a long time. I thought if I waited long enough things might start going my way. I feel like I did at the beginning …
Amity
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About Me
Amity
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About Me
Well I'm a recent college graduate from the University of Northern Colorado in Greeley, Co. This place sucks I gotta say. Its a little cow dunk town and there isn't much to do in terms of entertainment. I receieved my degree in Anthropology with an emphasis in Archaeology, not really a job market there with only a bachelors. I'm lonely, my boyfriend was just arrested and is going to probably be doing about two months. Never thought I'd end up with a "bad boy" as they put it. I love tattoos, piercings, reading, drawing, writing, anything that can take some time away from another rather dismal day.
Well I'm a recent college graduate from the University of Northern Colorado in Greeley, Co. This place sucks I gotta say. Its a little cow dunk town and there isn't much to do in terms of entertainment. I receieved my degree in Anthropology with an emphasis in Archaeology, not really a job market there with only a bachelors. I'm lonely, my boyfriend was just arrested and is going to probably be doing about two months. Never thought I'd end up with a "bad boy" as they put it. I love tattoos, piercings,
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Interests
Right now, to be completely honest my only interest is getting through this. I used to love a lot of stuff, dancing, hanging out with friends, going to the museum, the movies, adventures...now its only worry, anxiety and me trying to build strength and fortitude...I miss life when it was easy and I was a college student who could do anything!
Right now, to be completely honest my only interest is getting through this. I used to love a lot of
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Journal Entry for February 22, 2007
February 22, 2007 7:30pm
So tomorrow is supposed to be the day. If all goes as its supposed to he'll be out!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm scared to get my hopes up because things seem …
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Journal Entry for February 16, 2007
February 16, 2007 8:34am
So yesterday was the hearing...and it was actually good news. Didn't expect that. Jason's sentence was modified to 60 days jail time, which served …
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
February 15, 2007 8:43am
Todays the day, and I'm scared shitless....we'll see
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Journal Entry for February 14, 2007
February 14, 2007 10:03pm
So tomorrow is is the big day. I get to go before a judge and tell her why I think that Jason's county sentence should run concurrently with his DOC …
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well you and i have a mutual friend, Musicguru68, anyways from one colorado neighbor to the other, rcky mtn huggs and smiles,, ( ya i would agree greely is a cow drunk town)* but what did you expect??? i wish you will in school, and yur degree, have a wonderful week all my best VALi (:
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Hello love, have a wonderful day! Never give up! I'm here if you need to talk.. about anything!! xox :)
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be strong, don't give up.
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I just figured out what this is lol
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long time no hear i hope all is well stephie always smile
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am someone who has suffered from depression for years now. I'm currently trying to recieve counseling for the matter, but as of late the things are much more dreary. My boyfriend was recently arrested and is "supposed" to do two months. He was one of the only people I could talk to and I miss him desperately. His Parole Hearing is next week and I just pray that he'll come back to me soon. I just feel like things can't get much worse. I'd like a little ease from this horrid feeling.
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I was hospitalized about five years ago for anorexia bulemia. Previous to the hospitalization and afterwards I was prescribed the antidepressants zoloft and wellbutrin, which had good effects.
Close Bipolar Disorder
I haven't been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, but I personally believe I suffer from it. I'm trying to get therapy for it right now but I currently am unemployed and don't have the resources. I get angry, then cry, then am fine within a matter of minutes. It has affected my personal life, my relationships and my desire to do the things I used to love. I'm just so tired of being sad and feeling like I'm going off the deep end so quickly.
Open Anxiety
I am a 22 year old woman with family members diagnosed with social anxiety and manic depression. Lately, I've felt very insecure in my skin and anxious about things like social situations, even conversations. I can't say I'm completely used to this, when I was a adolescent I was very open and not really shy. Lately I feel like I not only can't meet new people but I don't want to. Something I'm not used to.
Open Phobia
Recently I have found myself afraid of things I used to be if not comfortable with, acustomed to. Things like going to concerts, meeting new people, going to bars and clubs. These are things I used to enjoy doing, now I wind them up in my head so tight that even the idea of them for me is terrifying. I don't want to meet new people because I fear making an ass of myself and now I have very few friends. This is not something I'm at all used to.
