October 26 2009 (Going Home to visit)
October 26, 2009 6:20am
I'm driving home with my kids and dog to visit my mom and sister soon. It takes about 7 hours to drive there from where I live. My …
magicalgirl
8:55pm, April 6, 2009
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About Me
magicalgirl
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About Me
I feel confused and codependent. I have been through some emotionally devastating experiences. I'm trying to find ways to like myself better and be less codependent. I need to work on my self esteem and find ways to relax and be happy.
I feel confused and codependent. I have been through some emotionally devastating experiences. I'm trying to find ways to like myself better and be less codependent. I need to work on my self esteem and find ways to relax and be happy.
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Interests
my kids, books, movies, reading Harry Potter, true friends, nature, love, and magic
my kids, books, movies, reading Harry Potter, true friends, nature, love, and magic
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Aniversary Shopping Oct. 22 2009
October 22, 2009 5:31pm
Today I went out and bought some pretty lingerie as a gift for my partner. It is our aniversary, well I am not sure exactly what day it is but it is …
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Home Alone Oct. 21 2009
October 22, 2009 5:29pm
Well, I'm home alone again. My partner is away on another business trip. She works really hard. Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to offer …
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Today Sucks
May 6, 2009 5:44pm
I feel horrible today. Life isn't going the way I want. I never do anything right. I am not good enough in any category. …
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My own journal
April 7, 2009 4:03pm
I have a journal now that I write in every night. It is in my night stand by my bed. I think this helps me a lot to get my feelings out …
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Hugbook
Sympathy
Tissues, to offer you when you shed tears of sadness and laugh until you cry. No matter what is in between, I will be here.
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Ray of Sunshine
I hope my friendship will be a light upon your path.
Namaste,
India 
Superhero Status
a hero to help you on your trip
Thanks
Thank you so much for the support, I appreciate it. I hope you are doing well. Have a good weekend.
Hug
Hey there! Thanks for asking to be my friend...not sure what advice I could give you since most of my relationships have been the flirty kind. Best thing I could say would be to work on finding yourself and seeing yourself as your own person. Hugs because it's always easier said than done!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionGoing through a lot of depression after what a friend of mine did to me :( She was my best friend since we were both 5 years old, we lived together at times and talked on the phone 24/7. We did everything together! One day she stole my car and left me stranded at a hotel ,...she still hasn't talked to me or told me why!? It hurts me everyday! Now I have major abandonment issues, I'm not good at being alone, and sometimes I feel like I'm living in a nightmare
Treatments
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- trying to get my feelings out by writing..i need to do it more often and I haven't tried drugs because i'm afraid of the side effects and i know part of it is because i don't want to gain weight I have body image issues too...no matter how many times someone tells me I look good I don't believe it ever :(
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Between my x boyfriend, my x best friend, I have been emotionally abused and brain washed ..more emotionally than physically but there has been some physical abuse also. My brain sometimes feels broken now and I can't figure out whats real or not or whats best for me or not I'm very confused, hurt and scared of ending up alone
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- sometimes i think it works its better than not talking but i go in circles one day i think things are ok then i crash and want to hurt myself again :(
Open Codependency
I relied on my ex boyfriend and my ex best friend to make decisions for me and I feel I can't be alone ever.. I know i can't do anything alone and I need constant help and reassurance
Treatments
Open Autism / Autism Spectrum
My son is autistic and I have been struggling with his behavior for his whole life. He is 14 years old now.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- I seem to be the only one who has patience with him. I feel so upset sometimes when my friends and family tell me he is bad all the time.
- Picture / Word Schedules Working / Worked
- I have a daily schedule for him, it seems to help some.
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- It made him very sleepy, so I took him off of it.
Open TMJ
I have had TMJ since I was in my 20's. It started slowly and has been getting worse I think. I hate it and I am always worried that my jaw will get stuck again.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Not sure if I have this or not.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Im in a same sex relationship and need guidance and advice
