story behind my tattoo
November 16, 2009 1:03pm
so i bet some of you are wondering the story behind my new tattoo (the one that is set as my default pic)
i got it done in around …
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recoveringcutter
9:33am November 16
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About Me
recoveringcutter
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About Me
my life has become a big joke to some pepole
my life has become a big joke to some pepole
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Website
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Interests
draw, music is my life and if i didn't have it, i will go nuts, i make duct tape wristbands, roses, and such
draw, music is my life and if i didn't have it, i will go nuts, i make duct tape wristbands, roses, and
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs given, 3 hugs received, 1 discussion post, 1 journal post
Tuesday
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recoveringcutter wrote a discussion post in the Neurofibromatosis support group: small bump on my forehead 11:02am
there has been a small bump on my forehead and it's been there for about a month now. i showed my mom…
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recoveringcutter gave tianna09 a hug 1:21am
just about everything, if you send me a message i will try and tell you all about it…
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recoveringcutter gave vietnam2nd a hug 1:20am
eh i'm still having my good, bad, and terrible days. but yeah i'm still SI free…
November 16
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recoveringcutter wrote a journal entry: story behind my tattoo 1:03pm
so i bet some of you are wondering the story behind my new tattoo (the one that is set as my default…
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recoveringcutter gave redblooddrips a hug 9:35am
thanks for the photo comment on my tattoo, oh the snoppy thing are my pj bottoms…
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Journal
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uh yeah....
October 12, 2009 12:09pm
so no progess yet.. saving money is a bitch when you had a kidney stone a few weeks back and trying to figure how to pay a $1,000 bill for a fucking …
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still ok.
October 12, 2009 11:39am
so it's hard to believe it's been a year and 6 months since i last SI. i was hit with many things that made me ant to cut but i some how …
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a struggel
November 30, 2008 2:04am
it's been a long challange and i'm soon to hit my 8 months which i think i have already. life has thrown me many many cruveballs and i've …
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so far so good
November 30, 2008 1:52am
so i thought i would never move out of my parents house... i guess wrong. i soon hope to be living with one of my friends very soon. saving money up …
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Hugbook
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Hug
hwy fuck ur life?
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Sorry
sorry that you are felling so bad. glad that you do not harm yourself no more.
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Hug
Na it was just a random white. Sock silly LOL but yeah give me it cell number and ill call or text u
Prayer
Tinken of you today. And remember that the Lord is rite there for you in time of need. I know i've got a hard time remembering that but HE is always there. Have a goodday .
Hug
hugs to you today...i am going to send you a message in answer to your question xoxo
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i've been battling with SI for about 8 years now. 2 years of which i went with out cutting. but i still try to fight the urges to not cut.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i went through counseling and had about 10 sessions. some sessions where long and others weren't after i had a few more sessions after the frist 3. i found more about myself and started different treatments instead of turning to the blade.. so yeah it did work.
- Red Marker Working / Worked
- another great thing i love to use and it is helpful
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- it helps a lot.. sadly it broke so i'm out of luck for now
- Squeezing Ice Too Soon to Tell
- i tried it a few times and it hurts
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i talk to some of my friends.. but some just don't don't undertsnad.. so i just talk to my frineds online
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- i have two. one of my dog who was put to sleep and one of the symbol for strength
Close Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- i've draw many things.. and i've drawn about 5 tattoo ideas for my friends and they loved them
- Music Working / Worked
- lets just say if i didn't have music. I WILL GO NUTS
- Pets Working / Worked
- i had a dalmation that was like a sister to me.. sadly we had to put her to sleep because she got up, fell, and broke her hip.. i couldn't go with my parents when they took her to the vet to be put to sleep.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
i had thoughts of suicide when i was in jr. high.during that time i thought no one cared about me and i thought everyone would be better off if i was gone. until i listen to a song by good charlotte, "hold on" and i feel like that song svaed my life
Open Pet Bereavement
last year (11-30-06) i lost a best friend.. and she ws the greatest dog i could ask for. we had to put her to sleep because she went to get up and feel and broke her hip
Open Family Issues
i don't know what to really say.. when my sister will fight with my parents she will try and bring me into it whcih leads me to me cutting.
Treatments
Open Pyromania
for some reason, i love fire.. idk where it started at. but growing up i was setting my hot wheel cars on fire and pretending that they got into a car reck and they got caught on fire by setting the wheels on fire.
Open ADHD / ADD
recoveringcutter hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Epilepsy & Seizures
i have had two sizures in the past. one when i was about in the 4th or 5th grade and i hade one in the summmer of 2007, (really long story)
Treatments
- Lamictal Somewhat Helpful
Open Neurofibromatosis
my mom has it and i have it now.. but there's really no sign of them showing. just a few bumbs
Open TMJ
recoveringcutter hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
recoveringcutter hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Chronic Pain
lets just say my left knee is beating the hell out of me
Open Video Game Addiction
recoveringcutter hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Kidney Stones
recoveringcutter hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
