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Amalfie 
4:51am, August 8, 2008
Just making an entry to mark progress; altho no progress to report except the usual struggle. I start out all focused and ready to change (this is it!) yadda yadda --then, 24-32 hours later; back to a binge... i THINK its because i havent been preparing my environment - i need to throw out the carbs and buy the foods i CAN eat safely...keep the ON HAND for those hungry times so I dont rush to the nearest fast-food joint tha takes a debit card... sheesh... today i am just, kinda "grey" like a rain cloud, probably should cry and go for a walk... probably in that order!! no one is stopping me from taking those steps to mover "forward" in this quest... its just me against Me... and its the hardest thing I have ever encountered! I didnt realize the "complacent me" was so stubborn in keeping me in this vicious circle...la la la. well, here's to more insights and stronger resolve...
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we have soooo much in common, yes its me against me *sheesh* could be because its the first time in my life i have been able to think just about me, all my life has been caring for others....wishing you only the best my friend (((hugs)))
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hugs and hugs xx joanne
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