I'm a determined damaged person who's trying to get a grip right now. I impulsively moved to Seattle recently and am having a bit of a break down. I really care about others and want to earn my degree in Psychology or Social Work. I feel most comfortable when working with people with any type of disability and I don't like to see others go through what I go through. In my free time I like to watch movies, wander around outside, listen to music, read and hang out with my friends.
I'm a determined damaged person who's trying to get a grip right now. I impulsively moved to Seattle recently and am having a bit of a break down. I really care about others and want to earn my degree in Psychology or Social Work. I feel most comfortable when working with people with any type of disability and I don't like to see others go through what I go through. In my free time I like to watch movies, wander around outside, listen to music, read and hang out with my friends.
Music, movies, theater, television, books, choir, psychology, religion, linguistics, animals, culture and politics
Music, movies, theater, television, books, choir, psychology, religion, linguistics, animals, culture
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laurenanne6 wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 9:39pm
I found two jobs!! One with JC Penny as a seasonal customer service rep and one with Seattle Fetch as…
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laurenanne6 gave Waverly a well done 4:59am
I'm so happy for you!!…
laurenanne6 gave Waverly a moment of peace 2:09pm
It's a canvassing job.…
laurenanne6 gave Waverly a hug 6:31pm
I'm well. I may have found a part time job. Hopefully I'll still be well after I start working. How are…
November 16, 2009 9:39pm
I found two jobs!! One with JC Penny as a seasonal customer service rep and one with Seattle Fetch as a contract pet sitter! …
November 13, 2009 2:25pm
I really hope I find a new job soon. I just slack so much on this one and don't really like the ambiguity of it. I need to go to the …
November 10, 2009 3:42pm
This weekend was really busy so, I didn't get around to applying for anything. Today I applied for two long term jobs and two sitting …
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I've, yet again, been diagnosed with this. I still think I have BPD.
I used it to self medicate. I could work without worrying about how other people perceived me or how I perceived myself. I thought I could use without becoming dependent but that proved wrong.
I was diagnosed with bipolar but through the research I've done and knowing myself I really think I have this rather then bipolar. I cycle too often, I either cling to people who get me or, if they betray me, I hate them. I disassociate myself from any situation I feel uncomfortable in. If I'm in anyway stressed out I can't remember anything. I can't recall huge chunks of my childhood and I only have one memory of my dad emotionally abusing me but I know he did it more then the once.
I recently realized that I have this problem. I cling to others with similar problems as I have and want to stop the unhealthy relationship patterns I've developed.
