Feeling Overwhelmed...
October 5, 2009 5:13pm
i don't know exactly why i've been feeling that way...i've been crying a lot, too...over stupid things mostly...and sometimes crying …
Shai
2:26am, January 25, 2009
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About Me
Shai
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About Me
...smiling on the outside, crying & dying on the inside...
...smiling on the outside, crying & dying on the inside...
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Trust Issue...
October 1, 2009 8:45pm
i can honestly say that i am no longer in denial about having a trust issue.
i've already stated why i think my SO is seeing someone else. …
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I Know, I Know...
September 30, 2009 10:59pm
MIA AGAIN...
well...ANYWAY...
i've been feeling like i've been getting treated unfairly - with my parents AND with my SO. my …
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MIA...
April 27, 2009 3:57pm
sorry to all my friends. i "fell off the horse" and have had a really hard time trying to get back on...but i'm back now. i'm …
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Ray of Sunshine
Hey,hope you feel better and everything works out well.
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Hope you are ok? Sending you BIG HUGS xxx
Get Well Soon!
I am in one of ur support groups I see ur not feeling good hope u feel better soon^^
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Well, you said you hate sex and have negative feelings about yourself so I was wondering if the only sexual abuse situation you had experienced was with your ex and if those feelings started after the rape. I was also wondering what you get out of the relationship with your current boyfriend. Companionship? Support? Don't get me wrong I am still dealing with unfreezing myself sexually because of one rape but I don't hate sex and I have never been very self-confident about my body or that area of my life either. I have lived and could live without sex the rest of my life very happily but what I don't like is the rapist having made me avoid sex. It should be my choice. It should be about what YOU want.
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
sexually assaulted by my ex.
Treatments
- Art Too Soon to Tell
- Music Not Working
- i find some music to be triggering...
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Considering
Close Rape
sexually assaulted by my ex.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- well, made an appt but it's two weeks from now (feb)...
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
i'm afraid to leave my house.
Open Anxiety
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Asthma
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes they work, sometimes they don't.
- Inhaler Working / Worked
- it worked, until my doctor told me that it was all in my head and needed to get pretty much get over it and deal with it.
Open Bedwetting
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativelost my grandfather in 2000. we were really close...
Open Bipolar Disorder
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bisexuality
never actually acted on it (never been with a woman)...but i'm attracted to people of the same gender.
Open Blindness & Visual Impairment
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Breastfeeding
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Color Blindness
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it helps sometimes...but sometimes it doesn't do a damn thing for me. and that sucks more...
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Dizziness & Vertigo
i suffer from random dizzy spells...they just come out of nowhere...
Open Eating Disorders
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Family Issues
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Female Sexual Issues
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Financial Challenges
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Eating
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Infertility
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Jealousy
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Loneliness
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Migraine Headaches
suffer from these on a daily basis. not sure what the cause of it is...
Open Miscarriage
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Multiple Personalities
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Painful Intercourse
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Paralysis
when i'm triggered, i freeze up.
Open Paranoia
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
none of my own, i practically raise my nephews.
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
i don't have any children between 3-5...only my nephews. but they're with me so much...i might as well be their parent.
Open Personality Disorders
not sure what type...i was just diagnosed with "personality disorder" in 07.
Open Pet Bereavement
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post Partum Depression
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Pregnancy
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
i don't cut. the self-injury i do is burn/freeze myself in the shower, run myself to the point of not being able to breathe...things like that.
Open Separation Anxiety
have a hard time leaving my current home...
Open Shopping Addiction
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Shyness
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Single Parenting
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sports Injuries
almost broke my hip playing volleyball. 1999-2000 (funny thing is, we were only running)
Open Stress Management
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Time Management
Shai hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Tooth Grinding
i grind my teeth in my sleep...
