late post pardem depression
December 11, 2008 11:58am
i am so sick of feeling like i hate being a mother. i feel incredibly guilty for feeling this way. there are good days and bad …
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sparklyangst
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About Me
sparklyangst
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About Me
i'm a wife and mother of a five year old. i also try to be an artist and musician.
i'm a wife and mother of a five year old. i also try to be an artist and musician.
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Interests
i love art, music, animals, reading, writing, coffee shops, bookstores, dancing.
i love art, music, animals, reading, writing, coffee shops, bookstores, dancing.
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the exquisite nature of pain
November 1, 2008 4:11pm
i am so sick of being in pain. gone are the days when i would get tattoos or piercings not for pain, but it was a nice after effect i rather …
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health decline
June 26, 2008 12:38pm
my health is deteriorating again. my vision in my right eye comes and goes in varying intensity, my muscle spasms have returned badly, the …
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
February 27, 2008 12:39am
i am pretty sure i had severe myoclonic seizures last night. i was kept up until 2am when i finally couldn't have my eyes open anymore, …
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If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. When you feel on top of the world, I'll pat your back and tell you, you deserve to be. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I can always give, Is the gift of friendship for you to accept. Allow our friendship to make you smile, Bring joy to your life as you have to mine. When you become confused and lose your way, Let me guide you in the right direction. Lean on me when you need support, Let me share your sorrow and pain. What good can a friend really be, If you cannot understand we will always care. If I call you friend, You will always know, A friend you have in me.
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Love the artwork: BTW you look familiar, R U from Pueblo?
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When things are rough the best thing you can do is take care of yourself, pamper yourself, let yourself do and say things you normally wouldn't, let go and live in the moment- minute by minute and it will get better!!!!
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Close Migraine Headaches
i've had chronic migraines with increasing intensity and frequency over the past three years. for the past six months or so they have been accompanied by weakness, numbness and loss of coordination on my right side.
Treatments
- Aspirin Not Working
- it helps with my circulation problems but not my migraines
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- i stopped using chemical hairdyes, and that has helped a little. i now use henna and cassia instead. it's better for my hair anyway.
- Zomig Somewhat Helpful
- it worked great until i started taking topamax then i got what seemed like rebound migraines from it.
- Topamax Not Working
- it worked great but i had serious side effects and had to stop taking it.
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- this drug is great. i am mostly migraine free and anxiety is much easier to deal with.
Close Chronic Pain
i'm always in pain, whether it is my back, or my head, or for some odd reason my whole body. i don't know why but i'm coping because there is nothing else i can do.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- i can't afford it now, but it has helped in the short term in the past
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- just started it, we'll see if it lives up to my hopes
Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
my mother has ms and i've become increasingly curious as to what she goes through. she really doesn't talk about it.
Open Fibromyalgia
i finally have a diagnosis of fibro like symptoms. i had already suspected, but wasn't sure.
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
my daughter turned five in december and we are encountering lots of new challenges and joys
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- it helps her have better focus
- Patience Working / Worked
- i try
Open Healthy Relationships
i am in a long term and stressful but loving relationship and feel the need to talk about it.
Treatments
Open Female Sexual Issues
i'm simply not the sexual woman i'd like to be. i need to know i'm not the only one, to have honest conversations without repercussions.
Open Medical Mysteries
i am dying, i'm not depressed about it.. i just know that something is killing me. i have lots of vague symptoms.
Open Healthy Sex
not sure what to say, sometimes i just need to talk about or read about sexual topics.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
Open Homeschooling
my daughter is not doing well in public shool and i plan on taking her out and teaching her at home
Open Body Modification
i adore body mod. i have stretched ears, a labret, septum and one secret piercing. i also have a lot of tattoos and lots of plans for more and eventually pointy ears as well.
Open Bisexuality
i am a polyamorous woman who appreciates both men and women. most people i know at least suspect this about me, if not know it for certain.
Open Breakups & Divorce
after almost 9 years together, my husband and i have decided to separate and try not to drive eachother crazy.
Treatments
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- he is leaving the begginning of next year.
- Love Somewhat Helpful
- we love eachother, but hate eachotehr at the same time
- Pets Working / Worked
- cuddly, loving pets always help
- Reading Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- i definitely need this
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- i hate my need to vent, but i do it and actually it does help
- Time Working / Worked
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
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Groups
Womens Issues
Natural Alternative Treatments
Chronic Illness Patient Care and Advocacy Support Group
Free to be me
Escape in Literature
Cat Lovers
Before and after divorce...Recovery steps
The Coffee Shop
MS undiagnosed support group
Mothers And Daughters
Women helping Women
Perfectly Unperfect People
Coupon Clippers
Friends Welcome
Women venting anger..
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