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itsalwaysme 
I've know for awhile now but it has finally kick-in, it is always me. i'm the problem. i have lots of issues, horrible childhood, molested by a family member, abused by a family member. i have never tried drugs. i drink but not a lot. i'm too too afraid to let myself go. i'm afraid the minute i just don't care, i will drink myself to death. i drink. it's been a long time since i've been drunk. i want to be drink but i can't. i have beautiful kids to think about. my depression is going to ruin my kids. i wanted to break the family cycle of abuse but can't. my oldest is just like me. i'm so afraid for her. i want better for my kids. just running around in a circle, not getting anywhere. making the same mistakes over and over again even though i know better. my life is great. i'm the problem.
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hey im sure your not the problem. you cant help being depressed. hope you feel better soon hun xx
daddyslittlegirl90
No we are not the problem! You are so not alone. Our past is the problem and we have to learn to accept it for the hell it was and to know it was not our choice and let go so we can heal for our beautiful children and finally ourselves. Feel better one day at a time
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