Journal Entry for February 23, 2008
I am going to go into bereavement counselling over the death of my Dad three years ago, this is one of my objectives to rebuild my life.
I was a Personnel manager until this year having to leave work due to ill health. I'm single with only commitment to my puppy TJ. My passions are reading Scifi/Fantasay, watching SciFi and drawing as and when hands allow. In terms of philosophy belife - I'm a Christain and love Christain music, sort of ties in my music tastes as well.
I was a Personnel manager until this year having to leave work due to ill health. I'm single with only commitment to my puppy TJ. My passions are reading Scifi/Fantasay, watching SciFi and drawing as and when hands allow. In terms of philosophy belife - I'm a Christain and love Christain music, sort of ties in my music tastes as well.
I am going to go into bereavement counselling over the death of my Dad three years ago, this is one of my objectives to rebuild my life.
The last few months have been challenging for the fm, depression and anxiety. I have come to the conclusion that certain doctors are none the …
Its been a few days, we have the flu in Dundee Scotland and it one that floors you, I'm just out of bed after four days. Got the cough now …
Had a busy day yesterday, famiy day all gathering at Gran's for a two course meal and she's 86..
All the comings and goings set off my anxiety …
Spreading Christmas cheer!! Yes I know its early but it is my favorite time of year. The best thing in the world happened, Jesus' birth!! I pray you are doing well and not hurting to bad. Know that I pray for you constantly. We are here for you to help you through the good and bad times. Please don't be a stranger. Know that we all still care and miss you when you are away!
I am here for you. I know things can be difficult. But know that everything will get easier. Humans have a great capacity for adaptation and evolving. Know that you are in my prayers. Dont give up. Your fighting will pay off :)!! Keep in touch. Tink
Always © By Brandon A. Swaggerty The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always
Hope you're feeling better... Take care... (((HUGS)))xxx
Overthat last year the sysmptoms have increase and now I use a crutch to ease the pain in my feet. This only hurts my back even more so its a give and take relationship. I got put on pregabilin to see if this helps the pain and so far mmm! I'm still not working as I can'tkeep my head out of the fog and that pain never stops.
I had pain in my face ever since I can rememeber. As a child the doctor saying I had facial pain and there was nothing they could do to being told I have TJM and Athritus in my jaw from a consultant and that my jaw was a jaw of an 80 year old was not what I expected. Now when I need ear sugrery I dread coming too as they trigger the jaw and end up on morphine for days.
I lost my Dad three years ago and I have decided that I need support. He was my best friend seeing each other everyday and I miss him so much. I had depression and anxiety before his death and its only been getting worse as the years go by. Least now I'm reaching for support.