I'm a 23 year old female and i love to write and read and listen to music. i love writing poetry and i eventually want to write for a living. i mostly read non-fiction books, i love psychology books. and i mostly listen to rock music. my favorite bands are Three Days Grace, Evanescence, Staind, Linkin Park, and Billy Talent. I live with my parents which i absolutely hate, i can't wait to move out. i don't have a job, i am waiting to get disability. i've been on medications and in therapy since i was 13. I'm hoping to find some support and people who care on this site because i have no one to talk to other than my therapist and i only get to see her once a week. :)
I'm a 23 year old female and i love to write and read and listen to music. i love writing poetry and i eventually want to write for a living. i mostly read non-fiction books, i love psychology books. and i mostly listen to rock music. my favorite bands are Three Days Grace, Evanescence, Staind, Linkin Park, and Billy Talent. I live with my parents which i absolutely hate, i can't wait to move out. i don't have a job, i am waiting to get disability. i've been on medications and in therapy since i
Old cartoons, fast pitch softball, psychology, natural health treatments, spirituality.
Old cartoons, fast pitch softball, psychology, natural health treatments, spirituality.
November 19, 2009 3:43am
had a pretty boring day today. went to the gastro doctor, he wants to run more tests, i just wish they would tell me already if i have hep c for sure …
November 17, 2009 3:32am
it's been a boring couple of days. i've been in a better mood than i was a few days ago, things are much better. i've just been hanging …
November 13, 2009 11:25pm
i'm really trying to stay positive, but i don't think this entry is going to be very positive, i just need to vent. wednesday i had therapy …
November 9, 2009 9:28pm
i had a great day today, i got so much accomplished, something that doesn't happen very often. i got up at 6 this morning and went to my …
i hate feeling like that too. hope it gets better. good luck on the goal!
I asked God to watch over you. I asked Him to hold you in his loving arms, and keep you safe from all harm. I asked Him to guide you with his light and stay beside you through the night. I asked Him to take away your sorrow, and help you find your dreams tomorrow. I asked Him to fill you with hope as you begin each new day and to send many blessings your way~Love, Maria
I hope you chose not to do it. I was so proud of your decision to go to the hospital this last time. Could it not have been helpful because of your doctor? I hope you decide to go again. For myself, I had to put what I thought others were thinking of me in the back of my head and do what I needed to do for myself. This is how I started to get my self respect back and my self-esteem got better too. You're right- it can be a whole different experience depending on who your doctor is.
Please know THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE! A great psychiatrist (you know this man) told me this over and over again until I finally started to trust him enough to believe him. Slowly, I began to see he was right- THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE. He taught me that and I am so grateful to this day that he did. Now I truly believe there is after so many miserable years where I just wanted to die and even tried. God didn't want me yet, that was obvious. I thought that there was no way I'd make it to age 25. But, now I do have hope. And if you hold on long enough (I know it seems so endless), you will see it too. I know you will.
I feel like I know you pretty well and just want to tell you that you are an amazing person. You are a beautiful person who has been through more than anyone should have to endure. But what has helped me through my struggles is knowing there was a reason for it. I believe I went through what I did so someday I could help others who were feeling hopeless and helpless and so ready to die like myself at that time. Many years later, I still believe this.
My life is far from perfect, but I am relatively happy now and don't want to die like I did. That is huge for me, if you knew me back then. I am only telling you this to let you know things will get better.
You are an incredibly strong and great person. The world would not be the same without you. I am telling you this with all honesty. If you don't believe that it will get better, just know that I do and I have seen it. Please hang in there and keep fighting! It will be worth it~I promise. I love you and I am so glad you are in my life.
Good job!!
I'm 21 years old and I've been cutting since i was 11, so almost 10 years.
I'm 21 years old and i was just recently diagnosed with dyslexia.
When i was 13, i was raped at knife point in the basement of my church.
I was just diagnosed with asthma 6 months ago
I was diagnosed with depression when i was 13.
I binge then i use laxatives. in the past i was a severe overeater, and i sometimes exercise obsessively.
I was sexually abused from ages 2-7 and when i was 13 i was raped at knife point in the basement of my church.
I've been drinking almost every night for the past 6 months to try to numb the emotions and the pain of abuse and depression. i don't know if that actually makes me an alcoholic, but i'm starting to think i have a problem but really don't want to believe it.
I've not been diagnosed with it but i think i have it.
i like both men and women and i have to keep it a secret with most people because my family is super religious.
I was just diagnosed with Hep. C
