I am bi polar with a delusional disorder. As a result I suffer anxiety and depression. Was sexually abused as a child which can't help matters. I've had the theraphy, the shit has hit the fan and now my life is much better. Living from day to day.
I am bi polar with a delusional disorder. As a result I suffer anxiety and depression. Was sexually abused as a child which can't help matters. I've had the theraphy, the shit has hit the fan and now my life is much better. Living from day to day.
I am an old gal now, but I've been married to the same gorgeous husband for twenty seven years and have one grown up daughter. I like art, music, the cinema and go most weeks. I love to walk by the sea. Scream and shout a little if the mood takes me. But I love being in bed too, bed is the one place where I can feel completely safe. Oh and I loves cricket and chocolate in that order.
I am an old gal now, but I've been married to the same gorgeous husband for twenty seven years and have
October 12, 2009 10:56am
Well of course I had to kick some ass.
I finished my coffee had a quick wash and dressed and got out into the sunshine.
Went for a walk over the …
October 12, 2009 8:32am
I am quite depressed here today....
The sun is shinning for once and all I want to do is sleep... curl up in bed away from everything.
I have today …
October 10, 2009 8:52am
the girls Kitty is travelling with are moving on to fiji after they say goodbye at the airport. So now we get a text that she wants to go with …
October 9, 2009 11:14am
Just got a text message. She had just boarded the coach that will take them from Cairns to Airly Beach. Where tomorrow she goes on a boat …
October 6, 2009 8:05am
He hee she was at the airport waiting to fly up to Cairns. She and Natasha had arrived at the airport early and were playing Gin rummy.
they had …
I love you and I need you back in my life I come on here to check if you are on but I keep missing you so many things I want to tell you do not forget about me I love you a lot
Hugs for a nice weekend! Love & Hugs, Lori
Here's some love for you to feel better today! Hope all is well and that you got the rest you needed last night.
best wishes.....good luck
Good Afternoon, worried and wondering about you! I do hope and pray that you are well!!
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It took the doctors four hospital admissions to figure out I was bi polar.
Well I was abused from age of seven. Have to say this ruined my early life as I could not talk to anyone from then on about anything the shame was too great. Spent ten years in Therapy when my daughter was born as I couldn't let this happen to her. Had nothing to do with family for years until I was addmitted to hospital with what turned out to be Bipolar.
Just recently i have started to suffer from anxiety....keep thinking the worst is going to happen. It's a horrible feeling and I just want to stop indoors and avoid doing anything. But I have to go to work. Doctor has given me Diazepam one to be taken daily and it seems to work so far.
Although I am now into middle age, sexual abuse as a child rendered me almost an outcast. I just couldn't open my mouth for fear of saying the wrong thing. And I would blush up anyways. As a result I have only a couple of close friends which is fine as they do most of the talking and I most of the listening, that's how I manage, that's how I've always managed. I am married to a wonderful man who is the life and soul of any party he graces. And I have one beautiful daughter.
I've been depressed for a good number of years now, a lot of it has to do with the abuse I suffered in childhood so I have low self esteem for most of the time and I'm always beating myself up
four times I have been sectioned for delusional disorder. It was a time in my life when I thought I was someone worth hunting down, worth 24 7 media coverage, worth the trouble. It was a time in my life when I felt alive if on the edge. Then came the medication and the return to the quiet life, the lack of persona and any kind of zest for life....Oh how I long to be just a little of the me I once was.
I need to lose 40 pounds full stop. Gonna eat right and do more exercise.
Sexually abused by my own father and from the age of seven till I was married. I know it's hard to believe, but such was his control over me that I had no means of defence and no voice to tell with. Oh yeah I told my mum alright when I was seven and that got me a huge beating and a liar label that's lasted all my life to date. Hey then I got pregnant and was having no more of that shit so I took a knife to him and he cowered away calling me mad. And I was quite mad and wild growing up.
I am an incest survivor and ever since I was a child I've felt alone. I am married now with a gorgeous daughter but still feel that awful emptiness from time to time.
