ashena's Journal

Well,

I went from being a chronic insomniac to not being able to get out of bed.  I sleep for over 12 hours a day. My limbs feel heavy and I believe I have a different type of depression than what I am being treated for.  I'm being treated with SSRIs, but I think I need to be on MAOIs.  I believe I have atypical depression and not manic depression.  I feel heavy and weighted down.  My limbs feel heavy, and I have begun to overeat on a regular basis.  I am seeing my psychiatric nurse tomorrow and I'm hoping that she will be able to help me.  For now my b/f is sleeping, my cats are sleeping, and I'm staying up because I have things to do in the morning.  I am so tired, and I just can't wake up.  I can't leave the house to do the things I want to do.  I feel so lost and tired.  I'm dazed, delirious, and I hope that tomorrow will bring me some hope.