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BreakingBlake
Male, 19, My Own Personal Hell
"been reading everyones journals.. dont think ive forgot =]"
12:57am, August 1, 2009
Journal Entry for October 21, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 | A Painful story

im alive still...

 

i thought really hard before making a decison [[like a first in my life]]

 

i dont know what im going to do...

 

..... if im constantly this unstable... i will die.

 

if not today. then tomorrow.

 

if not tomorrow then the next day... or the next day... or the next.

 

its been twice this week ive almost killed myself... and its only tuesday!

 

i dont know what to do...

 

... i dont know what to do to save myself....

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  1. xandir444

    i wish i knew what to say or how to help man i really do
    im sorry


    xandir444

  2. mal9163

    BLAKE! u know...someday we will all die..but i think its going to take sometime..of course it will...things dont happen overnight...

    but things will definately get better..i think u need to start looking at the glass as half full...take a look at the world around you...there are so many great things if you really look.

    u told me to change my perspective and i did..and im so thankful and excited that u chaged your mind last night. maybe u need to get away from a while..change of atmosphere or something. i want you to live and i know if u let urself...it can be a wonderful ride :) i love u!! xoxo--mallory


    mal9163

  3. kaywifh

    i do.. talk to me.. email me.. what have you got to lose?


    kaywifh

  4. mammy

    Blake try prayer. Maybe you have already I don't know but if not try it. You name came across the groups for prayer so I stopped by. We are a needy people Blake but God is bigger. I'm glad today you chose life. God does love you!


    mammy

  5. CloudStrife

    Blake, please get some help outside of here.


    CloudStrife

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