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galed7956
Female, 53, East Stroudsburg, PA
"THE VET MADE A MISTAKE AND MADDIE WILL BE A YR OLD ON SEPT 27TH. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE A BABY TO ME ANYWAY!!!!!"
6:11pm, August 28, 2009
I can't even go to the bathroom without someone making a comment!!! Mood
Saturday, November 8, 2008 | A Frustrating story

In this case the letters are red because I'm just generally agrivated beyond belief.  I was just going to do a journal entry when a guy on DS I befriended from Sweden wanted to chat.  I was thinking that I should not accept but I don't like to be or seem nasty.  I accepted to chat then he was in the midst of chatting and I had to make something clear to him then I said " I have to go for a minute because I have to go to the bathroom - MOTHER NATURE CALLS!!  Then I took off and went the only way I can go on the comode because the other way is taken care of which takes a little time sometimes.  So when I came back he had asked me a question and then made the statement "long minute".  That took care of this weekend so far.  I slept from Thursday night until this morning and then last night while I'm contently dreaming of the dazzling diamonds hanging all over me wherever they can hang and during my bling dream I was interrupted by "Gale, Gale,  Gale" and I was praying that I was dreaming that someone was calling me when low and behold I woke to my Mother calling me.   I have asked her nicely I don't know how many times to not wake me up when I'm sleeping becuase I will sleep longer if she does and it goes along with the diseases I have so don't wake me up.  How many times do I have to ask someone to leave me alone because I have to sleep?  More than ten and then I also know that she has already told me that it goes in one ear and out the other when I talk to her so I had it up to the top of my head and had to take off on her because I was pissed off that she woke me up.  I wish I was called about a place for me to rent from low income housing because then I would have my privacy and then I could turn the phone off and take care of myself the way I want and need to.  She is has not talked to me all day and I don't feel like talking to someone that doesn't listen to me so what the heck.  I can type e-mails to my friends because I don't need this.  Hope everone is doing well this evening.  I have to put Tangie on a fast again because she still has the runs and if this doesn't work this time then it's off to the vets we go.  She was fine all the time I didn't take her to the vet's and that's been since I got her in '94 so I guess I jinxed myself by taking her to the vets.  She is very skinny (she has had the runs since I was the hospital the last time) and they told me to fast her 24 hours and then feed her chicken and rice for awhile then introduce her to her regular food until she is used to eating that.  I went through the chicken thing and I don't like it because of the illness you can get from chicken sitting out and then  I thought they were gone so I started introducing her to her regular food and she still has the runs - she must be going into a nervous breakdown like me.  I wish I had some kind of normality to my life and not this extra crap that I always seem to be loading on my plate.  This has to stop.  I have to take the bracelet back that I got Thursday because it fell apart and then I'm going to ask if the Ruby necklace and earrings are going to do the same because if they are I don't want them.  Everything is in sterling silver and he takes money off for me.  But I got something from him before and the links weren't soldered so I had to take that back and have him solder all the rings on it.  Then was when gold wasn't as expensive as it is now.  I saw a beautiful snowflake with little diamonds on each end that stuck out and then a candy cane that was so cute.  I also asked if they sold Russian Orthodox crosses because that's what religion my husband is.   I can afford anything except diamonds and most of the gem's in gold.  I usually go to Penney's because they have sale items at the end of their counters and that includes diamond stuff and also gem stuff.  The gem stuff of course is cheaper.  I also saw a beautiful jade pendant with a design of different colors of jade on the front.  I was in the design of a Japanese garden and it was beautiful and huge.  The cost wasn't much considering.  But he sells silver now which he never did before.  I love rings but the OA is doing a number on my knuckles and lower fingers.  I've lost weight and my fingers are still growing.  I guess the lord is telling me not to buy any more jewelry but when your stuck in the house all the time you love to look at beautiful things that you have on when your bored so much I love to look at my jewelry.  I am not considering buying something from a company that charges a monthly charge for their jewelry if you have a credit card and I have one to use.  I just have to make sure that every month its got the amount on it I need.  They have engagement rings and also wedding bands.  I got a beautiful by-pass ring with diamonds (lots of baugettes - love them) and 2 kite cut (forgot the proper name) saphire one a rose and one a yellow.  Around the saphires are round diamonds.  Then I was wondering if I could find two rings to surround the by-pass ring and was told no probably wouldn't find them. Guess what I found them on Sale at Penney's - they were perfect diamonds that went up to a point and them came back down on both sides and when I put them around the by-pass it was perfect.  So I had them soldered all together.  This was at least 5 years ago and the by-pass was over 900.00 and the other two matching rings that surround it were 150.00 each.  So I use that as an anniversary ring since he and I have been married 26 years now - can't believe that either but we were about to celebrate our 25th when I got the set.  My husband lost a 500.00 channel set diamond wedding band I got him in the 90's from an ad I got from American Express and he lost it at the hospital. It was also a keepsake and they are so expensive.  So I finally got him another one and it's a sterling silver one.  He's in the nursing home now and since it really didn't bother him that he lost that ring which by now would probably cost over a thousand I figured he woldn't mind a sterling silver ring.  I just talked to one of the nurses on my brat's floor (my brat is Nick my husband) and she saidhis toe seems to be healing nicely but as far as the infection that he got back is concerned she doesn't know because it's a hard infection to get rid of.  I didn't ask if he was behavng because it's his throat that will be cut not mine.  I have to go and throw out the cigs if he hasn't gotten rid of them yet because I have permission to look throuigh his drawers.  I also got his new cell phone so I have to take that to him and then bring his home so that maybe I can fix it.  He threw it on the floor and got it working but I haven't talked to him lately because he hung up on me and that wasn't the first time he did that.  He's another one that doesn't listen when you talk nicely to him and ask him to behave himself because I was  asked by the nurses to tell him to not do this and that.  I have never been able to get through to him so good luck nurses.  Well I had better go now.  I decideded maybe I had better start Tangies fast after royalty comes tomorrow morning.  I had also better start thinking about going to sleep.  That way maybe I'll get some rest.  I have to call the bank at 9:00 because the guy at the bank suggested that I call at that time and royalty comes at that time so I hate to discuss my private stuff when their here - the less they know the better because then they have less to talk  about.  Their the kind that talks everyone down that they know including relatives.  So bye for now and hopefully I'll be on tomorrow.   galed

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