galed7956's Journal

I wish that one choice for marking the entry was "sick as hell" because pain is there,  Call for help is there,  Rambling is there,  etc. but not sick or feeling horrible and that doesn't figure to me.  I mean aren't most people here sick?  I know that I don't have to put anything there but since they have stuff in there to use I usually pick something close.  I don't know how I'm typing this because it certainly is a struggle.  I am not here mentally and really don't want to be the way that I feel.  I feel like a rag laying on the floor and people are walking all over my causing me the pain in my shoulders and wherever else I hurt.  Generally I feel like shit and probably look like it.  I have to take a shower tomorrow and shave my head before I take it.  I had to change the Endro doc's appt. to Wed. because of the fact that mass transit doesn't run anything doesn't run down there only Mon,  Wed, and Fridays.   I upgraded Nick's phone because his is not working really all that great.  The key pad lights so you can see the numbers better (he still won't see them anyway but that means he can't call) and I got him a Moto.  His Samsung he threw on the floor because it's not working right.  He said after he threw it on the floor then the lights in side when you open it and the vibration were working better.  The lights actually came on.  I had intended to call t-mobile and have them tell me how to fix it but I guess it's seen it's day after he threw it.  I will probably try anyway,  why not?  Maybe I'll give the phone to Tangie so she can use it to call me or I can call her.  I hope everyone here knows what their doing because I sure don't.  Keep going like the Enegizer Bunny so I guess I know how he feels.  I ought to have his drum and ears and he makes more than I could ever make.  I know that I am not making any sense but then maybe it's better that way.  Did I say I have to - yeah I did say that.  Well I had better go or maybe I 'll type something intelligent.   Love everyone!!!!!  galed