Last day of the year
I decided maybe I need to (finally after all these years) keep a journal of how my pain is most days. That is if …
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galed7956 
6:11pm, August 28, 2009
I have to take a drivers test on May 20th and pass it with only 5 hours of lessons and no practice parallel parking and I have to pass or I lose my license that I have had since the age of 16! Real earthquaking bad situation right! losing my license is because I was thinking that eventually I could see my husband for more than an hour! So many things seq going wrong that its not funny. I just met a fellow Cancer today and his life is th same as mine - if anything bad can happen it will! Among one of the things that happened to him was a hot tub falling on top of his head and he ended up with a broken back. He has things like that happen to him and I get to deal with the liars and the always overflowing plate of problems. Well if I was meant to have the license I will pass the test and have it. I have some good news. I got a call from my State Reps office and was told that I am in the too 90% of people getting my apartment. Said that possibly 3 months from now 3 months from now I will get it but not to hold her to her word. I thanked her and she told me if I had any more difficulties on that subject to call her. Im glad but in a way not glad because after all these years my moms finally coming around to possibly selling her too big for one person house and getting the 1 floor house she's always wanted. I told her if she could manage to get it and I had a private section for me and Tangie we would move in again. Im still stunned at how much she's changed. I bought her a cell phone and she was dead set against them. The phone was her mothers day present and tomorrow is lesson day. Well Im closing this addition of my journal and if anyone reads it remember me on May 20th!
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I will be thinking about you on May 20th!! I remember taking my test when I was 16 and I was so nervous!!! I wouldn't want to go through that again, EVER!!!!
I always get so nervous and I can't do anything right when somebody is watching me. I have never paralled parked, didn't have to when I took driver's ed; or when I had my drivers test. I guess I would flunk if I had to do it all over again today!!!
Take care, hugs Cathy
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Thanks for thinking of me on thinking of me on the 20th. I was nervous too when I took my first drivers test and it meant everything to me that I passed it! I didn't feel nervous until the State Cop sat dow in the passengers seat and then I got nervous! (I can't imagine anyone not getting nervous in that situation) Anyway this time its gonna be worse I think. I think. I will have to see how nervous I get but I figure it this way - if it was meant to be it was meant to be if it wasnt it wasn't! At least I gave it my best shot! But yes I thought the same as you did when we took those drivers tests at 16. I don't know about you but sometimes I wish I could go back in time to around 5 years old when all I had to worry about was who I was gonna play with that day. Those were the days when I didn't have a thing to worry about and my parents took care of me. If I was there again and knew what I know now - but how many people besides me have I heard say this before? Well the 20th is fast approaching and because of me and my rep at OVR I am getting 2 more lessons before I take that test and those lessons hopefully will be with someone else who will give me a chance to take advantage of the 5 hours the other instructor tried to screw me out of and then I will feel everything has been done to get me ready for the 20th and facing the State Cop in that car. Thank you so much for sending me the message because in the back of my mind I will be remembering all of you and you will be with me on the 20th! galed
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