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serosuly getting the shits with my doctor 3 times he has cancelled on me all i want to know is if i can have kids and by him cancelling on me all the time its just making me anxious i can start testing untill i see him arrrhhh
i went to see another specialist the other week for my endo and he has acually said to me that he cant help me because i want to have children and eveything that stops endo is a frigen concepitive wats the go COMEON DOCTORS FIND A CURE

today i got the mirena taken out i had instent relief. the doctor decided to show me what it looked like and it was horrible it is hard to believe that a small peice of plastic could cause so much trouble i will never go back to the royal womens hospital to the endo clinic ever again nor will i recomed them to anyone

i had the mirena put in on monday i think it was the worst decicion i have never made

i have been in pain fot the past week and its not getting any better i dont know how they say youll have to put up with it im sorry but ur not me ur have no idea how much this bloddy thing hurts.

i cant stop thinking and it is making my depressed what happens if this doesnt work can i have kids sad sad