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  beepeeagogo (06/16/09)

  glad you have been able to power through...esp glad you are back to fresh air and your walks with your pup...`transactional analysis` sounds very interesting...think we have covered it but under different name...just...situational factors exacerbating the bp...and yes...i think that is what is going on...i too will have to power through...we have a lot less further to go than before...but some days it still seems like it will never end...backwards motion still occurs...and the overwhelm when too much at once hits the week ahead...feel like such a child sometimes...but when i look back...it's no wonder my reserves are gone and things hit such a pitch over small matters...i have reached into the well again...and again...and again...etc...over the last two years...i really just have so little to give anymore...am trying to replenish...but seem to be stymied even in those attempts...just have to remind myself when i can to be thankful and that we will eventually be on the other side...and the better for it...do appreciate your support, love...and your similar struggles...i don't know why but they help...maybe to remember that i don't go through all these things alone...feels like it out in the big real world...friends i love just don't understand...even the huz on good days...being the luv that he is...but here...gorgeous souls like you...it's just so good sometimes not to be alone...lonely...really...alone i can do...it's feeling misunderstood and lonely that gets me so down sometimes...anyway...gros bisous...keep dreaming. xox.
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  petemack (06/15/09)

  hi dd,hows thing going for you,of a late, hope ur doing well. jackiexx
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  dizzy68 (06/10/09)

  glad to hear your still kicking LOL, my daughter is being a crapper right now you know how 16 year olds are. I was so happy nadal got beat and i hope he loses in wimbeldon as well!!
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  monkeybutter (06/10/09)

  Hi! I'm not so bad, but am still racing in my head and a massive bitch because of it. I have been taking diazepam but don't take it too often because it can take a while to work for me and I don't want to become resistant to it. It can be nice though. Had to up my seroquel on a night to see if that calms me down. I have been terrible for arguing with both people I know and people that I don't! I am occasionally terrorising the general public with my (still!) justified rants. I told my nurse about it but although she's really nice, doesn't give me anything new to look at. I am trying to get myself feeling a bit more even by hammering the treadmill that I have and have had to dust off to start using again. I am having to do a lot of running just to feel a bit better but if I don't do anything I feel really shit. On the plus side, I am getting a little trimmer which of course is always a bonus :) I still feel like screaming when I go to bed on a night, my mind is just working too fast for the rest of me. Told the nurse but had no solutions for me. Do you take anti-depressants? I have been taking citalopram and am wondering if it is this that is making me crazy. I am still taking it because I don't want to get too far down, I hate it when that happens because I just fester on the settee for the entire day and feel bad about it afterwards.
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  nutz (06/09/09)

  Hell no, soggy and cold here. Though sitting in the house with the fire going and looking out at it and not having to be in it is nice.lol The kids from here are out playing the idiots getting soaked and loving it.lol Yes u have had a time of it haven't u. In a crisis I am awesome..then when it is over I completely crash, throwing up and shaking etc.lol When my son had spinal meningitis at six dealt with it at hosp, then had to go home to change and shower after two days and had borrowed a friends car, dropped it off walking home throwing up all the way. Must have been quite a site for the people driving by.haha
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  padsmom (06/09/09)

  Long time, no see !!! How's my favorite Brit these days?
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  EvelynJean3 (06/09/09)

  That's quite ok Julie. You have to take care of yourself first. I knew you were having a tough time by reading your journals. Thank you very much for the hug and the well wishes.
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  lostinlincoln (06/09/09)

  hello and hugs Julie... it has been quite a while..... I hope things are good with you and your son... : )
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  dizzy68 (06/09/09)

  Hey there, I hope you get to feeling better!!! HUGE hugs!!
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  nectar (06/09/09)

  Aww Jules, sorry you're feeling as you are. Hopefully you'll be feeling better real soon. I miss you.Here's some sunbeams to brighten up your day, with love from me to you. :)) xoxo

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