I live with my son who is 16. I try to conceal my condition.. some kind of conditioning in up-bringing, not intentional.. I do not know the divide between happiness & mania-dont think I ever did! I do not know what feelings are normal or over exagerated.I get very excited, cant stop talking, even my own mouth cant keep up with my head & its constantly changing subjects! BP with multi-faceted panic disorders, my official dx.., I had a "nervous breakdown" -going so fast i couldnt keep up, yet deluding myself that I was a "nice happy person" .. I lost my Dad just over 3 yrs ago, short version.. Everything is different..
I live with my son who is 16. I try to conceal my condition.. some kind of conditioning in up-bringing, not intentional.. I do not know the divide between happiness & mania-dont think I ever did! I do not know what feelings are normal or over exagerated.I get very excited, cant stop talking, even my own mouth cant keep up with my head & its constantly changing subjects! BP with multi-faceted panic disorders, my official dx.., I had a "nervous breakdown" -going so fast i couldnt keep up, yet deluding
Not a lot right now
Not a lot right now
September 23, 2009 4:36pm
Going thru the cant talk phase again.. Been avoiding social contact of all sorts..
Depression is looming.. A by-product of a contained lifestyle …
August 28, 2009 3:47pm
I have found my tongue at last :P ..Meds had killed my conversation beit online, phone or in person. Had my phone cut off.. Which turned out to be …
August 10, 2009 5:51pm
Had to have a `time out` n a little hol lol .I knew I wasnt coping well n something just snapped...
I am getting to grips with things again now …
July 22, 2009 5:26pm
I am trying not to be melodramatic.. n failing badly :(
Everything just seems so difficult at the mo.. I had my meet with the shrink.. I …
July 16, 2009 11:40am
Just shit! Teenage tantrums n freaking out all over the place :( ..n Pants!
Day 1 of a 6 week mood monitor feckin lol
Zero tolerance
Cant …
Okay now am starting to worry dammit! Time to check in and let me know you are okay or let me know you are still hanging in there.
Miss you and hope things are getting better.
Hello Mrs. been having a hectic time at work, but am very pleased indeed to hear you are feeling much better. I take it you are not being treated like a queen any more ?!
xo.
Damn this has gone on too long! Hope you are getting the help you need to come back from this hell you are in. Love ya Judi
Bipolar for life , only been a problem for last 10 years.. bipolar with multi-faceted anxiety disorders, been on disability for over 3 yrs. I am still running away from myself...trying to find my "true" self, I do not know me very well at all
