AmandaJane7's Journal

Oh my good friggin piece a crap back!  No one really reads my journal anymore because I have been scarce on here, but I am going to write anyway.  Have been having a lot of trouble lately.  I got a cortisone injection a couple of weeks ago and it did not go as well as the previous one.  It did not work at all!!  It seems to have made things worse.  I was really counting on it to give me some relief, so I am really sad it didn't work.  Not to mention the fact that it costs a looooot of money.  Yesterday was one of the worst days I have ever had.  I bought some biofreeze and apparently I am allergic to it because I got more dizzy than I already was and felt as if I was have trouble breathing in.  The nerve pain than I have travels from my spine all the way around to the front of my ribcage.  I desperately wish I could get this fixed.  It makes my chest really tight and I feel as if I am having trouble breathing with every breath.  Wah...wah.... I am having a pity party for myself.  I don't know how I am supposed to live like this....  I wish one of my eleventy billion doctors could help me.  Aaaargh!