Journal Entry for September 25, 2008
September 25, 2008 7:50pm
as i slip into another month life is quiet other than the normal tears of mourning. as fall comes the thought of holiday dreed starts creeping …
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lynnandin2
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About Me
lynnandin2
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About Me
Retired hairdresser because my body fell apart. sells on ebay now. love animals, children and the elderly. have a very close relationship with my family. Try each night to thank god for for allowing me to do something good each day. Lost my 36 year old nephew recently. He was my son, my friend my nephew. He committed suicide. My life has changed forever.
Retired hairdresser because my body fell apart. sells on ebay now. love animals, children and the elderly. have a very close relationship with my family. Try each night to thank god for for allowing me to do something good each day. Lost my 36 year old nephew recently. He was my son, my friend my nephew. He committed suicide. My life has changed forever.
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Interests
Animals, healing , excersize, mosaics, writing, and kayaking, Being with friends and family. I write alot on pathetic.org. It is a poetry website.
Animals, healing , excersize, mosaics, writing, and kayaking, Being with friends and family. I write
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lynnandin2 turned 55 12:00am
November 9
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lynnandin2 commented on Denimari’s photo 11:35am
hes a big cat…
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lynnandin2 commented on Denimari’s photo 11:33am
LOL…
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lynnandin2 gave Denimari a chicken soup 11:32am
it is norma to cry. everything and every where reminds you of something. it is hard.…
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lynnandin2 gave Denimari a moment of peace 11:29am
Ohhhhhhhhhhh Thanks, and you too. nothing much this weekend. i have been working flea markets and fairs…
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My Chris
September 17, 2008 9:29pm
Tomorrow is one year since Chris died. I cant call it an anniversary because to me an anniversary is something that is happy and …
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Journal Entry for August 18, 2008
August 18, 2008 10:11pm
I look at your pictures chris and it makes me so sad. you were so handsome and i was so proud of you and to call you my boy. my …
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Gold Star
You are such a great friend - hope you have something special planned for the weekend. ((((((((Huge Hug))))))))) & so much love.
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thank you Lynn...I am up and down. I see where you have suffered the same kind of loss...it is something that is so unspeakable...it seems so unreal....God be with you, too as you go through "the not knowing." love...Dale, Brandon's Mom
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Little Love
Hi sweetheart, thank you for the hug - No, for some odd reason the turmoil persists - If you saw me - You'd really hate N.J. Doing my best one day at a time - what more can I do? It's my lot in life to persevere through - I appreciate your love, support & continued prayers.
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Thank you Lynn, I appreciate and still need all the prayers possible. I have made some progress, and I am better than I used to be. I have good days and still have really bad days. God sent me to DS to be helped, and to help too. I am trying to get better so other moms can see me and get hope for themselves. I have lost alot, but I am focusing as much as I can, on all I have left! I have many blessings from God, and the more I think of those, the better I can be. Thank you. Suicide is especially a hard thing to deal with. God has blessed me greatly though, in spite of my troubles,Love,Peggy
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Hi young lady how are you?
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildRecently lost my loving nephew, son and friend all one person to suicide. I found him and tried to save him but it was to late.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- at times
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- when im doing it
- Music Working / Worked
- its healing aaat times sad
- Pets Working / Worked
- yes they know you are grieving and stay close.
- Poetry Working / Worked
- jusst helps gets the words out
- Prayer Working / Worked
- it gives me strentgh
- Remembering Working / Worked
- it upset you more. but it is important to do
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- friends are helpful they listen and cry with me. famuily cant help at this time.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- guess it calms the stress and anxiety to an extent.
Close Chronic Pain
I have lived with chronic pain for 15 years. ive been to every doctor tried every solution and nobody really has any answers. Its crazy you feel like your making it up when the doctors tell you you test negasative for everything. My joints always are aching my muscles are always in spasm. My body feels like it is screaming at times. It is chronic I never really get any relief. I am 53 years old and this started a long time ago. It definitely runs in my family.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Not really. very short term.
- Heat Working / Worked
- some relief short term.
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- This is the only drug that seems to help.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- nope.
- Mobic Working / Worked
- took it for a while. at first seemed to help but then it did not.
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- did not work.
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Did not work.
- Skelaxin Working / Worked
- Took it in conjunction with mobic. really did not work.
Open Fibromyalgia
After 20 years of dealing with every kind of doctor on this earth and trying all kinds of meds for my chronic muscle and joint pain i have be diagnose with fibromyalgia. my nuerologist jusst put me on lyrica. i have spent years of doctors tellyng me I hold emotional stress in my body. i have bursitus i have cervical disc disease i have osteoarthritis. But no treatmnet helped for ant length of time. finally I got an answeer. The lyrica which I have been on for less than a week .
Treatments
- Acupuncture Working / Worked
- no
- Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
- no
- Heat Working / Worked
- just makes ot feel good
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- seems to be working no side effects so far
Open Hepatitis C
I was diagnosed with Hep C about 6 years ago. Went on experimental treatment Of interfuron and ribovarin.
Treatments
- Interferon Working / Worked
- Could hardly get out of bed for a year. Worked.
- Ribavarin Working / Worked
- Took in conjunction with interfuron shots. Couldn't hardly function. depression. pain. insomnia.
- Ambien Working / Worked
- Gave me this to sleep. worked.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have suffered from depression most of my life. I have bben on zoloft for years and now i have been diagnosed with bipolar. i am now on cymbalta and lamictal. it seems to be helping. depression runs in my family.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- helped with anxiety attacks well.
- Meditation Not Working
- its hard to meditate when your mind wont turn off.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- doesnt work unless on meds.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- helps to an extent.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i write poetry. it is a way of getting out all the turmoil. doesnt help much.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- for a while until my nephew commited suicde.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- it is definitely helping. i wanted to die before i went on it. now the sorts are far and few between.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I have suffered forom depression for many years. I was told it was clinical depression. My nephew committed suicide in September. I found him and tried to revive him but he was already gone. That6 trauma caused a major mental breakdown in me. I now have been diagnossed with bipolar. The phychiatrist said these events triggered what was already there. Now we are trying different treatments.
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