i am here for you ;o]
July 2, 2009 2:56am
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain We all have sorrow But if we are wise We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're …
Goal Completed on Oct 30, 08
ashamed1 
11:14am, November 18, 2009
-
About Me
ashamed1
-
About Me
just a teen kid that had a tough life trying to make it through, i have post traumatic stress disorder and social anxiety problems...contact information...yahoo- randysnoots@yahoo.com, then i have msn that is randysnoots@hotmail.com, and if you want my aim ask me for it
just a teen kid that had a tough life trying to make it through, i have post traumatic stress disorder and social anxiety problems...contact information...yahoo- randysnoots@yahoo.com, then i have msn that is randysnoots@hotmail.com, and if you want my aim ask me for it
-
Interests
i love sports, i like to write poetry but haven't written in forever, music is another great great love of mine and umm hmm idk lol i am pretty easy going lol
i love sports, i like to write poetry but haven't written in forever, music is another great great love
-
-
Recent Activity
Recently:
-
3 hugs received, 1 hug given
Monday
-
ashamed1 gave LoveInAHeartbeat a hug 10:00pm
ty soo much i really appreciate it…
Sunday
-
ashamed1 and LoveInAHeartbeat are now friends 11:08pm
November 18
-
ashamed1 updated their status 11:14am
really --ing terrible…
November 2
-
-
Journal
-
-
what am i doing
June 25, 2009 4:43pm
why keep trying,
why keep fighting,
why keep hurting,
why keep loving,
why keep losing,
why keep giving myself away,
why keep taking myself back,
why keep …
-
a little realization from anime
June 20, 2009 10:45pm
Naruto-its's almost unbareable isn't it, the feeling of being all alone. I know that feeling, i've been there, in that dark and lonely …
-
ignorance
June 20, 2009 2:48pm
They say ignorance is bliss,
and i believe this to be true.
Because you see happiness in kids,
and you see it through and through.
They know no evil of …
-
"what is wrong with me"
June 18, 2009 12:49pm
What is wrong with me,
I'm 19,
Healthy,
Kind,
Caring.
Why don't you like me,
I don't judge,
Don't discriminate,
Don't pick …
-
-
Photos
-
Advertisement -
Goals
-
Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionit started back when i was 14 all of 9th grade i battled it then in 10th grade i went to a place, well it was fine until my memories of being raped at 4 came back then i took about 50 aspirin and that is the most recent thing
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- the zoloft works for the depression very well
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
i was raped at the age of 4 and it has stuck with me ever since. i am now 17 and i have serious issues with fear of people and uncontrollable sexual urges i know it sounds dumb but it really sucks
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
it started at a very young age i got very strong sexual urges and they have just never stopped
Treatments
- Humex Not Working
Open Sexual Abuse
i was raped at age 4 by a guy at the ymca i was babysitted at.
Treatments
- Humex Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
it's not me but my dad, he is a recovering alchoholic and as relapsed many times and a couple times almost died from it his drinking scares the hell out of me
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
once again not me it's my mom and she is in rough health now because of it
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
this one is me i've seen a lot and it scared me to never do it but i'd rather have tried it than seen my parents have gone through that and tought me that lesson that way
Open Rape
i was raped when i was 4 by a guy that worked at the ymca that i was babysat at
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
Open Bisexuality
idk i'm just a very confused person, and when someone gets close to me i begin to love no matter what they look like, or anything and it is not just me lusting i fall in love with pretty much every person i am close to it is the worst thing in the world but at least it helps others
Open Phobia
well idk if what i have or am is considered monophobia or the fear of being alone, but like i have a deep loathing for being alone, cause i greatly fear being alone in life, so i am having a tough time looking for somewhere to live away from my mom and i always try to go with someone if no one else is home i hate being alone, when i am alone i start out feeling real anxious and worried like something is gonna happen, every little noise freaks me out, then i tend to hit a bad depression.
Open Pregnancy
well obviously i am not pregnant but the love of my life tabbyann on here is he is the best i love her to death the situation is not the best but it will all work out ;o]
