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demablue 
I am having a really hard day today. I have been yelling and crying. I don't know which order. My husband keeps saying that this is a really busy time for him. And when he does communicate it is usually in short sentences or grunts. I feel as though I am such a additional burden for him. Has anyone had any luck of finding work from home? I have just started looking into it. Most of them want $$$$ to even start their program. I am still waiting on my short term disability to get approved. Seems like they are dragging their heels. I have a CT scan tomorrow. Not particularly looking forward to it. I guess it is better to know what I will be dealing with, than not. I have even been yelling at my furry babies. They only want to try to help me feel better. My husband is so short and hateful at times. I don't know why it hurts so bad, but it does. Beautiful fall day here. It has been in the thirties at night. Crazy using heat at night and air during the day. I am so used to being productive and have really had to modify that. I do have a pinched nerve in my spine and it is affecting my left leg. Sometimes I really have to think about what I want it to do. Just simple walking is a job sometimes. I just get so tired very quickly. I too am losing my hair. I guess it is just stress. I guess I will just have to pray harder and push.
Pray Until Something Happens! PUSH
Thanks to all my friends for all their support. God Bless You All!
