ctchika84's Journal

Man... Haven't written here in a while... Hope everyone is doing ok...

I'm feeling a little bit better, but my thoughts are still depressed at times... I went to go talk to one of the counselors at the school and they said that I need to talk to the doctor to see if I need to be on meds or not... While I'm not thrilled with the option, I'm willing to give it another try... Other than that, I still have NO motivation to do anything... I'm getting to classes barely, but the homework and studying are still kinda taking a back seat... Hopefully I can get myself back up and motivated soon, because I don't want my grades to suffer too much (hopefully they aren't already)...

One of the things at the therapy appointment that the counselor said was to try and write down my feelings everyday, but not to read them... She thinks that by reading them, it's actually going to make me feel worse, but I should still let them out instead of bottling them up inside...

Well, I should try and get some more work done...