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Chuggernaught 
3:32am Tuesday
Some friends joked about becoming lesbians and running away together. I reacted by deleting them as friends and Telling them that I will fuck off now. Then I went to go watch TV with my Nephews. One of my nephews has a thing about figeting with the remote, and doing that he hit a button on the remote that made a menu pop up on the TV. I asked him to put the remote down while we watch Television and he made a face an copped attitude. I yelled at him at the top of my lungs and he threw the remote. I called him some names, then got the remote. Later my sister came home with groceries. The younger nephew (the one with the remote) went and grabbed one bag out of the back (it had a box of trash bags in it.) I yelled again (Mind you, I'm not just snapping, I'm full throttle yelling.) at him. Then my other nephew called me crazy and I yelled at him too. Things have been getting worse since then.
This my friends is Dysphoric mania, and the two of us are well aquanted.
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have had this also.
god am so sorry. is all i can say. is stay in the now. and breathe.
love,
me
xx
Mindchatter
Sweetie, I am so sorry that you are suffering this right now. Got any xanax or klonopin to knock you out?
Mikeswife
Im sorry
i am having an issue with friends here at DS right now because of an over reaction of mine last month that someone couldn't let go even after apologies. It sucks to feel so out of control, but it sucks more when people turn on you for it. I never knew what that was called.
shen
I am sorry you have had a bad day. I hope things get better for you! :) I'm here if you need to talk!
LissaC
Its not alright to act this way
I say this with love and concern
You are well pretty messed up right now,
I have been there
I would callit my rage
I didnt know where it came from
but I know it has left me.
I think tharapy killed that dragon
try reading the dragon doesnt live hre anymore.
also dielectic behavereal tharapy
Some times you seem like a really nice guy
other times well you are one of us bipo
I bet if you can cleqn up your motives
and issues lingerring in your life there might be some releaf for you,
I received some releaf for now
it could all come back though
I pray and do the work so it wont
not just meds or tharapy
I treat the body mind and spirit
YOu quote jung
he beleaves in treating those three parts of the man.
I hope you red this and take it in stride
I am not blowing smoke up your ass
Just a concerned man friend calling it as I see it as a friend and the
love guroo
matt784
Im sorry your having an all out bad day Chuggs, hope you get better soon...
(((HUGS))) to Chuggs
Zan
Zanobia
Hey chuggy. I am so sorry. Were you able to go back and apologize to your nephew? Is he old enough to be educated about why you do some of the things that you do? I know the guilt of hurting him doesn't help how you feel right now, but the good news is that I bet he is truly a very forgiving child and will someday understand what is going on and love you with all the love that he feels for you now.
cheldear
i do the same exact things with my boys sometimes...thank you, now i have a name for it...does not make it any better though...
amanurse67
Babe I think we can all say that sometime we just need to be alone. But have people in our lives that even when they are warned can not seem to understand NOT TODAY! means NOT TODAY! and you may end this day with your feelings being hurt if you continue to try to be in my face. When I get in {thatI will say mood} people here do not understand LEAVE ME ALONE either. So My heart goes out to you. I also have no patience with kids who do not listen when I ask them to do something!
Kitiara
I know a little about this and it's not a fun place for anyone involved, Hope it passes really soon.
xxx
Fazer
This too shall pass, Rich. In agreement with Matt on this one. Hope you get to feeling better.
nibblet
love and hugs chugga. your are who you are, and youll get though it like you usually do, it wont stay.
sarbear28
Ive done this to my own kids in that state...now i can see a look in my oldest daughters eyes and send the bear (me) to her cave (my room)
CoachDiva
Hope it passes soon Chuggers, I know how horrible it is :)
rubyblue
I'm here for you, Baby. So sorry you are going through this. God .... it sucks.
Tamara999
I feel you. Been there, still doing that. My prayers are with you and thanks for the invite to the BP group. I will definitely look into it. Barb-Detroit
barbdetroit
I really feel you here. but it does come with what we are going through so you are not crazy at all.
tatsel