Journal Entry for October 26, 2007
good bye all
I own an interior design business. I am single. I have a very strong Christian faith. I used to be full of energy working 16 hour days & going out with friends every night. Now I suffer from severe RA, Fibro, & a very rare auto immune disease called relapsing polychondritis which in my case is terminal. RPC only affects 3 in one millin people so research & treatment are not great. I am currently on my 3rd round of chemo. My RPC is crushing my windpipe & making breathing very difficult & I am rufusing a trach. tube.
I own an interior design business. I am single. I have a very strong Christian faith. I used to be full of energy working 16 hour days & going out with friends every night. Now I suffer from severe RA, Fibro, & a very rare auto immune disease called relapsing polychondritis which in my case is terminal. RPC only affects 3 in one millin people so research & treatment are not great. I am currently on my 3rd round of chemo. My RPC is crushing my windpipe & making breathing very difficult & I am rufusing
I love to create beaded jewelry when my hands will allow me. I love to bake & go out to long lunch's with friends.
I love to create beaded jewelry when my hands will allow me. I love to bake & go out to long lunch's
good bye all
10-24-7 3:45 a.m.
It's been a long night. yesterday was Chemo day. Needless to say I have been up sick all night. I don't think I …
Feeling good this morning. Going to try to get some work done before going to Chemo at 1. My clients have been so understanding through …
Very tough day today. My breathing is very labored & I am exhausted. Days like this make me feel the end is near
10-21-7
What a difference 24 hours can make. Had a wonderful day at my nephews birthday party then went to evening church. I usually am …
what a beautiful angel you are
i dont know you but i guess you are a pritty special person and i would have liked to know you, you have left an impact on everyone God bless you
i'm happy to hear that you will be ready if God should call you; you are in my prayers. you are an inspiration to me. i hope to see you some day.
Suffer from RA,Fibro,Relapsing Polychondritis(RPC),depression My RPC is terminal because it is crushing my windpipe & I am refusing a trach. tube. I ham on my third round of chemo for the RPC, RPC is a very rare auto immune disease effecting 3 in one million people
I have RA along with a rare auto immune disease that effects 1 in 250000 people called relapsing polychondritis(RPC) up until three days ago they also thought I had wegeners another deadly auto immune but finally ruled that one out. I have been on three different chemo treatments in the past 8 months all worse then the other.
I am a 38 year old terminally ill femal who spent until 17 years of age being physicall & emotionaly abused by my father. After moving away for a few years a mved back to the area I was raised & was able to establish a better realationship with my father through some counseling. Now 15 years later we have not spoken in 2 years his violence has escalated, my mother finally left him 3 years ago & all family has cut off contact with him. He knows I am dying has not contacted me.
I am 36 interior designer who has suffered from severe RA for over a year, fibro, & a very rare auto immune disease called relpasing polychondritis which in my case is terminal. I live in constant pain & the RPC is crushing my windpipe making breathing very difficult. I take large amounts of steroids to keep my airway open which in turn has given me cushing systrom. I also take chemo weekly & narcotics for pain control. The severe pain has put me in a severe depression. I am single.