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cag524 
2:32pm, November 2, 2009
Well eveyrone Saturday was the big day for my daughter
see she was a single mommy and lived alone with my Son Raymond till he suffered a brain injury 11-11-08 and then when our Angel was born she lived alone with her son. Now that logan has passed she didnt want to be alone in that condo.
She was suppose to be out by Oct 31st but eveyrtime we went there she broke down and couldnt touch Logan's belongings. I didnt want to push her either
So Saturday we finally got her moved out. Friday night before her and Logan's Godmother packed all he clothes, toys, and nursery furniture. It was very emotional and we are all not feeling well from all the emotions.
I told my daughter Logan is in her heart not his nursery room. Even though we packed all his things away he still remains in out hearts FOREVER.
Sunday evening I don't know why but I felt like Logan was with me so strongly. My heart ached the worse it has since his passing. God I miss my grandson - I just wanted to snuggle him and kiss his little lips
I was awake all night wide awake and my chest felt so tight. I prayed for strength that is all I do it seems . Please pray that my daughter will be ok and that she will find love and perhaps have more children some other day. Pray that the pain she has will lessen
I feel so helpless as a mom - I couldnt help my Son with his brain injury you can read about him at www.journeywithray.com and now my daughter
I cannot help either one- it is killing me
I have had 1 heck of a year with so many hurts, and losses
God I need you. I try to be strong but I find I am becoming weaker please help me
Carol
Logan's Grammy
see she was a single mommy and lived alone with my Son Raymond till he suffered a brain injury 11-11-08 and then when our Angel was born she lived alone with her son. Now that logan has passed she didnt want to be alone in that condo.
She was suppose to be out by Oct 31st but eveyrtime we went there she broke down and couldnt touch Logan's belongings. I didnt want to push her either
So Saturday we finally got her moved out. Friday night before her and Logan's Godmother packed all he clothes, toys, and nursery furniture. It was very emotional and we are all not feeling well from all the emotions.
I told my daughter Logan is in her heart not his nursery room. Even though we packed all his things away he still remains in out hearts FOREVER.
Sunday evening I don't know why but I felt like Logan was with me so strongly. My heart ached the worse it has since his passing. God I miss my grandson - I just wanted to snuggle him and kiss his little lips
I was awake all night wide awake and my chest felt so tight. I prayed for strength that is all I do it seems . Please pray that my daughter will be ok and that she will find love and perhaps have more children some other day. Pray that the pain she has will lessen
I feel so helpless as a mom - I couldnt help my Son with his brain injury you can read about him at www.journeywithray.com and now my daughter
I cannot help either one- it is killing me
I have had 1 heck of a year with so many hurts, and losses
God I need you. I try to be strong but I find I am becoming weaker please help me
Carol
Logan's Grammy
Comments
I feel just like you do.....a hell of a year! I'm thinking of you and sending you hugs and strength to keep on going!!!
wandersjewell
I agree this is just a crappy year! Kendal died and I lost my job... I wish there was a fast forward button to get me to next year... or a rewind button to start all over! I think we're all in the same boat here... I think my mom feels just like you, she doesn't know what to do anymore with me. I will pray for you guys and hopefully you will find some peace next year.
michelle4600
Sending you a bunch of hugs and prayers. So glad that you got her all packed and moved out. It's so hard. You're right they will always be in our hearts and our thoughts.
ckdeedee
Your support and just being there for your daughter makes you a wonderful mom. Just remember, you gave your children all the love in the world and that's the most important thing any mom can do.
brandylee82
I pray that you and your daughter find peace soon! I am glad you helped her move out and am also glad that she didn't have to pack Logan's things. It will hurt for awhile but I PROMISE it will get better with each passing day.
Is your daughter living alone or with a friend? I know after something like this happens it is good to be with family and friends, keep her close!
brokebackmum
My daughter April is living my sister who lived 10 minutes form where april lived- she wanted to stay in that area I live 40 min away my whole family is from where my daughter lived
I have to say my daughter is so strong she did pack all of logan's belongings herself she didnt want anyone else doing it. So her and the God mother got together the night before the move and packed- She was very emotional. Mow she goes thru and angry stage- when she sees unfit parents she gets bitter like on the news some little girl was being kept in a box under the bed she was pisssed and expressive she never was like this before. She thinks oh yeah my baby was taken away and these losers get to keep their babies- I know its part of her grieving
I dont know my daughter is the not the same and never will be. She was so full of happiness , kind, loving Now she is gloomy, numb, hardened
cag524