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cag524 
2:32pm, November 2, 2009
I had this special photo created for my daughter for christmas
The artists is from new Zealand
What an amazing job he did
He is trily my Angel Boy
Let me know what you think
I am having this put onto canvas for he 36 x 40
Im also having this photo made into christmas cards that say Merry Christmas from Heaven
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Well eveyrone Saturday was the big day for my daughter
see she was a single mommy and lived alone with my Son Raymond till he suffered a brain injury 11-11-08 and then when our Angel was born she lived alone with her son. Now that logan has passed she didnt want to be alone in that condo.
She was suppose to be out by Oct 31st but eveyrtime we went there she broke down and couldnt touch Logan's belongings. I didnt want to push her either
So Saturday we finally got her moved out. Friday night before her and Logan's Godmother packed all he clothes, toys, and nursery furniture. It was very emotional and we are all not feeling well from all the emotions.
I told my daughter Logan is in her heart not his nursery room. Even though we packed all his things away he still remains in out hearts FOREVER.
Sunday evening I don't know why but I felt like Logan was with me so strongly. My heart ached the worse it has since his passing. God I miss my grandson - I just wanted to snuggle him and kiss his little lips
I was awake all night wide awake and my chest felt so tight. I prayed for strength that is all I do it seems . Please pray that my daughter will be ok and that she will find love and perhaps have more children some other day. Pray that the pain she has will lessen
I feel so helpless as a mom - I couldnt help my Son with his brain injury you can read about him at www.journeywithray.com and now my daughter
I cannot help either one- it is killing me
I have had 1 heck of a year with so many hurts, and losses
God I need you. I try to be strong but I find I am becoming weaker please help me
Carol
Logan's Grammy
see she was a single mommy and lived alone with my Son Raymond till he suffered a brain injury 11-11-08 and then when our Angel was born she lived alone with her son. Now that logan has passed she didnt want to be alone in that condo.
She was suppose to be out by Oct 31st but eveyrtime we went there she broke down and couldnt touch Logan's belongings. I didnt want to push her either
So Saturday we finally got her moved out. Friday night before her and Logan's Godmother packed all he clothes, toys, and nursery furniture. It was very emotional and we are all not feeling well from all the emotions.
I told my daughter Logan is in her heart not his nursery room. Even though we packed all his things away he still remains in out hearts FOREVER.
Sunday evening I don't know why but I felt like Logan was with me so strongly. My heart ached the worse it has since his passing. God I miss my grandson - I just wanted to snuggle him and kiss his little lips
I was awake all night wide awake and my chest felt so tight. I prayed for strength that is all I do it seems . Please pray that my daughter will be ok and that she will find love and perhaps have more children some other day. Pray that the pain she has will lessen
I feel so helpless as a mom - I couldnt help my Son with his brain injury you can read about him at www.journeywithray.com and now my daughter
I cannot help either one- it is killing me
I have had 1 heck of a year with so many hurts, and losses
God I need you. I try to be strong but I find I am becoming weaker please help me
Carol
Logan's Grammy
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I feel just like you do.....a hell of a year! I'm thinking of you and sending you hugs and strength to keep on going!!!
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I agree this is just a crappy year! Kendal died and I lost my job... I wish there was a fast forward button to get me to next year... or a rewind button to start all over! I think we're all in the same boat here... I think my mom feels just like you, she doesn't know what to do anymore with me. I will pray for you guys and hopefully you will find some peace next year.
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Sending you a bunch of hugs and prayers. So glad that you got her all packed and moved out. It's so hard. You're right they will always be in our hearts and our thoughts.
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Your support and just being there for your daughter makes you a wonderful mom. Just remember, you gave your children all the love in the world and that's the most important thing any mom can do.
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I pray that you and your daughter find peace soon! I am glad you helped her move out and am also glad that she didn't have to pack Logan's things. It will hurt for awhile but I PROMISE it will get better with each passing day.
Is your daughter living alone or with a friend? I know after something like this happens it is good to be with family and friends, keep her close!
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My daughter April is living my sister who lived 10 minutes form where april lived- she wanted to stay in that area I live 40 min away my whole family is from where my daughter lived
I have to say my daughter is so strong she did pack all of logan's belongings herself she didnt want anyone else doing it. So her and the God mother got together the night before the move and packed- She was very emotional. Mow she goes thru and angry stage- when she sees unfit parents she gets bitter like on the news some little girl was being kept in a box under the bed she was pisssed and expressive she never was like this before. She thinks oh yeah my baby was taken away and these losers get to keep their babies- I know its part of her grieving
I dont know my daughter is the not the same and never will be. She was so full of happiness , kind, loving Now she is gloomy, numb, hardened
Dear God
I ask you today to help heal my daughter's heart
Lord she has had to be out of the apartment she lived in at the end of October but everytime we go to pack she breaks down and has to leave
She is putting off packing the baby's nursery. All his clothes, toys etc... My heart is tearing please help us.
I know most mommy's can just shut the bedroom door and enter at their own pace she doesn't have that option
Lord she is a strong woman, but to bare losing her only child at 24 yrs old while at work is a shot to the heart. I know Lord you are the only one that can help her so I ask in Jesus's name Lord send your angels of peace and Love and soothe her heart and soul
Saturday is moving day please help us all get this done as quickly as possible and help us all to heal
Logan was such a loved baby- from a huge family of aunts, uncles cousins we are all hurting over his loss
Logan Grammy loves you baby and even though your clothes and nursery will be packed away those are only material things baby YOU live in our HEARTS FOREVER
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I'm sooo sorry. I'm sending strength to your daughter and family. I hope God answers your prayers. This is such a horrible time and to have to move on top of it is even worse. Hugs to you all.
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sending you thoughts and prayers. Logan, dance for your mommy, she needs angel strength right now
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sending you lots of love and prayers right now... maybe someone else can pack the baby things and put them away so she can deal with it at a later date. I guess I'm lucky because I can just shut the door, I still have all Kendal's things just the way they were including a hamper full of dirty clothes!
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My own eyes teared up reading your prayer to Our God!
I know from the NT and what God has done in my life with my head injury; All Peace comes from God/Christ.
I can't imagine what going thru the Logan's things must be doing to your daugter; I've never been in her shoes, but look at it this way; in a strange way it may help her shed so many tears that she's bottled up inside since Logan went to be with God.
I ask God to give you all the strength you need to get thru this w/end and that in His time He will provide the comfort that all of you need. Amen
Sheila
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I am so sorry that your daughter is going through such trying times. Maybe it would be best if other family members packed Logan's things for her, and that way she won't be burdened by this horrible tragedy, and she will have the opportunity to revisit his things in her own time. I am also sorry that she has to move, is it because of the memories?
Know that my prayers are going out to the whole family, so that you all will find some peace in your hearts.
Hugs as always,
Margaret
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Saying some prayers for you and your daughter. It's just so hard. James died at my niece's house and I went there once and I just couldn't go back there again. I hope you get enough help that everything will get packed as quickly as possible.
Sending you a bunch of hugs!
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Dear Carol,
no one knows what April needs to go through except for God, but as many times as you have been there with her and she had to leave...know that God is working in her heart each time. By experiencing depression for many years, it is better when sometimes life and circumstances forces us up or out. Like a seed planted in the ground must break it's covering and God forces it to push through to become something more than it knew it was to be. Emotion is given to us by purpose from God... Let April,as well as yourself, feel every moment, but then push upwards and become. May the peace of God that surpasses all understanding, abide in you. And may His grace be sufficient for all of you who are hurting. We see through rose colored glasses. I love you 'sis. God be known to you.
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tears n my eyes, i feel your pain. praying that your move goes smoothly, quickly as possible, & without any complications. may God give your family supernatural strength, peace, comfort, & love. may the memories of Logan bring u & your family healings. blessings, hugs, & lol (lots of love) bess
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Great idea! She will love this. :)
wandersjewell
I love it :)
michelle4600
how beautiful
armmom
The picture is truly beautiful, your daughter will love it I'm sure!!! I also think it will make a great Christmas Card!
brokebackmum
It's so beautiful. I love it and I'm sure your daughter will too. Love your idea for a Christmas Card.
ckdeedee
Very nice. I really like it.
smmcclung